April 12

It's too late to apologize
Just face up to all the lies
Change your life to make things right
and maybe we'll make up in time
I hate this feeling inside
I'm mainly dealing with spite
the pain runs through my veins
and reigns like termites
as yesterdays gray fades away
I'm amazed how love became hate
trying to evade the blame I remain
unable to explain or entrain the disdain
maybe its the best
babe take a breath
I know it's crazy yes
but it's just a waiting test
my jaw is open and I'm chokin'
tokin dope hoping this ocean
of emocean splits open like Moses
the fact of the matter
dammit I've never been sadder
and I hate that bastard
but I loved you before and after