April 11

Today was a straight trainwreck
far from painless, my dang brains messed
it was outrageous, the reason ranges
to calls from strangers, to being a player
I quit me and Ana's relationship
said "That's it" when some kid named Chris
answered her shit at four thirty six (A.M.)
and ran his lips, it's ridiculous
and she's promiscuous,
inconspicuously naughty
and misses is a delicious hotty
with a rockin' body
and well, it hurt like hell
it felt like my heart melt
at work they could tell
I was under a spell
Jillian thanks a million
for killin' the bad feelings
my heart was on a skillet
in a Sicilian pavillion
tonight I fight to close my eyes
surprise and lies occupy my mind
trying not to cry about the crime
just another rhyme in my hyphy life