Hysteria and panic
be features that are key
people waiting from the eve
for a chance to spend cheese
on the product they've seen
in the Sunday magazine
now overcome with greed
nothing can come between
this rare inexpensive gift
perfect for uncle Jim
or an RC Rocket Ship
your kid will flip to get
cuz you can't just get clothes
or Hell is where you'll go
and little Billy will explode
and destroy the Ozone
in the midst of human wreckage
and torn morning dresses
a security guard lay dead
on the day of black to red
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
November 28
amongst the table centerpiece
sits an immaculately steamed
and mouthwatering beast
for a Thanksgiving feast
toasted rolls and butter
and then I eat another
also smothered in Smuckers
with my mother and brother
sister father and uncle
grandma, grandpa, and uncle
and all the other relatives
that I didn't list
as the buttons stretch
the family collects
in a central address
to impress and confess
though Jilly's out of sight
she occupies my mind
I won't undermine the time
my family set aside
how quickly I forgot
I'm thankful for a lot
how quickly I've forgot
I missed mom and dad a lot
sits an immaculately steamed
and mouthwatering beast
for a Thanksgiving feast
toasted rolls and butter
and then I eat another
also smothered in Smuckers
with my mother and brother
sister father and uncle
grandma, grandpa, and uncle
and all the other relatives
that I didn't list
as the buttons stretch
the family collects
in a central address
to impress and confess
though Jilly's out of sight
she occupies my mind
I won't undermine the time
my family set aside
how quickly I forgot
I'm thankful for a lot
how quickly I've forgot
I missed mom and dad a lot
November 26
She feels like sunshine
after a life of night
she feels like direction
in a life of question
she feels like a goddess
cute, shy, and modest
she feels like perfection
in a world of recklessness
she feels too good for words
like the ultimate cure
after a life of night
she feels like direction
in a life of question
she feels like a goddess
cute, shy, and modest
she feels like perfection
in a world of recklessness
she feels too good for words
like the ultimate cure
November 30
Knee high socks
red lip gloss
she walks the walk
and talks the talk
oh no she's not
whatever you thought
in training bra
then panty drop
she's cold as frost
she'll lead you on
then tell her mom
how she got bombed
and you're the cause
and local laws
clearly state a clause
that says keep your paws
off the prostitots
call the cops
call her pops
you never thought
you'd pay the cost
behind bars you're locked
your balls are chopped
all cuz you're on top
of a prostitot
red lip gloss
she walks the walk
and talks the talk
oh no she's not
whatever you thought
in training bra
then panty drop
she's cold as frost
she'll lead you on
then tell her mom
how she got bombed
and you're the cause
and local laws
clearly state a clause
that says keep your paws
off the prostitots
call the cops
call her pops
you never thought
you'd pay the cost
behind bars you're locked
your balls are chopped
all cuz you're on top
of a prostitot
November 25
In an observative mood
my eyelids are glued
on the chuck taylor shoes
on this dude I peruse
they're faded and aged
though cool just the same
a wallet chain hands
from the Dickies on his legs
victim to some fashion
attracting of laughing
with Buddy Holly glasses
demanding of banning
his philosophy on life
filled with pain and strife
enticed by exacto knife
him and heaven collide
behind closed blinds
the kid undermines
the price of sacrifice
for the last time
might be dramatic
some drug addict
an endless sporadic
maybe I should ask him
my eyelids are glued
on the chuck taylor shoes
on this dude I peruse
they're faded and aged
though cool just the same
a wallet chain hands
from the Dickies on his legs
victim to some fashion
attracting of laughing
with Buddy Holly glasses
demanding of banning
his philosophy on life
filled with pain and strife
enticed by exacto knife
him and heaven collide
behind closed blinds
the kid undermines
the price of sacrifice
for the last time
might be dramatic
some drug addict
an endless sporadic
maybe I should ask him
November 24
Baby come back to bed
I'm not ready to get dressed
you don't gotta be hard pressed
let's just get some rest
we have no work or class
so come back and collapse
in the sack for a nap
just come back and relax
and perhaps when we wake
the gray has changed
from forecasting rain
to a day without complaint
the windows are frozen
so come cover your toes
and as an added bonus
I'll work my hocus pocus
in the form of a massage
the night after prom
throw aside your corsage
take it all off
I'll hold you in my arms
like a piece of art
protect you from harm
just stay where you are
I'm not ready to get dressed
you don't gotta be hard pressed
let's just get some rest
we have no work or class
so come back and collapse
in the sack for a nap
just come back and relax
and perhaps when we wake
the gray has changed
from forecasting rain
to a day without complaint
the windows are frozen
so come cover your toes
and as an added bonus
I'll work my hocus pocus
in the form of a massage
the night after prom
throw aside your corsage
take it all off
I'll hold you in my arms
like a piece of art
protect you from harm
just stay where you are
November 23
A dollar in my pocket
a condom in my wallet
I'll come out of the closet
that's all I own to deposit
in my U.S. bank account
meanwhile my credit amount
owed surmounts and drowns
me in a pool of brown
coupled with depreciation
of my current vocation
I'm losing my patience
with salivation for greatness
chillin' over at Jake's
with Jilly and Mary Jane
the chemical chain in the brain
makes it hard to create
the next and most def
method to break bread
go to black from red
with a hot new step
just another day and night
in my hyphy life
the nice divided by strife
equals I being fried
a condom in my wallet
I'll come out of the closet
that's all I own to deposit
in my U.S. bank account
meanwhile my credit amount
owed surmounts and drowns
me in a pool of brown
coupled with depreciation
of my current vocation
I'm losing my patience
with salivation for greatness
chillin' over at Jake's
with Jilly and Mary Jane
the chemical chain in the brain
makes it hard to create
the next and most def
method to break bread
go to black from red
with a hot new step
just another day and night
in my hyphy life
the nice divided by strife
equals I being fried
November 22
isolation
the segregation
or alienation
from a congregation
not at all racist
the outlying basis
is homeostasis
from this relation
which through overcaring
has become overbearing
to the point of swearing
over what she's wearing
from this ledge
I can fall to my death
or we can reconnect
and see what's next
but not til next issue
today it's to be continued
in another place or venue
without or maybe with you
til then I'm in limbo
hit me up with the info
right now I'm in limbo
wish it was more simple
the segregation
or alienation
from a congregation
not at all racist
the outlying basis
is homeostasis
from this relation
which through overcaring
has become overbearing
to the point of swearing
over what she's wearing
from this ledge
I can fall to my death
or we can reconnect
and see what's next
but not til next issue
today it's to be continued
in another place or venue
without or maybe with you
til then I'm in limbo
hit me up with the info
right now I'm in limbo
wish it was more simple
November 20
I cannot find
to save my life
my life in rhyme
low or high
it could be derived
that I've lost I
under tormented skies
I've lost my mind
so now to search
across the earth
just to confirm
my place of birth
aka conception
with no protection
the phone connection
still intermittent
as I get to know
the phone dial tone
all alone
and all I know
is I must be wrong
with a headache so strong
I feel bombed
like my name is Sadam
to save my life
my life in rhyme
low or high
it could be derived
that I've lost I
under tormented skies
I've lost my mind
so now to search
across the earth
just to confirm
my place of birth
aka conception
with no protection
the phone connection
still intermittent
as I get to know
the phone dial tone
all alone
and all I know
is I must be wrong
with a headache so strong
I feel bombed
like my name is Sadam
November 19
Just a toy of a boy
call me dildo
no need for a voice
underneath her pillow
I buy her grass
and make her gasp
what more could you ask
for from a strap?
what harm may come
from an emotionless thumb
the best toys are dumb
and battery run
I can't be a prick
since only my dicks
in this relationship
not my intelligence
if my balls had a brain
they'd remember your name
I'm sure you feel the same
so I'm not ashamed
just amazed that I'd deal
with being concealed
for whenever you feel
like stroking your pet eel
call me dildo
no need for a voice
underneath her pillow
I buy her grass
and make her gasp
what more could you ask
for from a strap?
what harm may come
from an emotionless thumb
the best toys are dumb
and battery run
I can't be a prick
since only my dicks
in this relationship
not my intelligence
if my balls had a brain
they'd remember your name
I'm sure you feel the same
so I'm not ashamed
just amazed that I'd deal
with being concealed
for whenever you feel
like stroking your pet eel
November 18
Just a reminder
if you're behind here
a topic dropped prior
is life as a vampire
which seems metaphysical
but couldn't be more literal
considered a miracle
how I became so vampirical
not to be a cynic
but with this condition
theres constant tunnel vision
to the furthest extent
like lost in pitch black
not sure which ways back
no guide no map
just a napsack
no clock to tell time
from day or night
the thought crosses your mind
you might not survive
that's what its like
this vampire life
so I think I might try
to find an anti-virus
if you're behind here
a topic dropped prior
is life as a vampire
which seems metaphysical
but couldn't be more literal
considered a miracle
how I became so vampirical
not to be a cynic
but with this condition
theres constant tunnel vision
to the furthest extent
like lost in pitch black
not sure which ways back
no guide no map
just a napsack
no clock to tell time
from day or night
the thought crosses your mind
you might not survive
that's what its like
this vampire life
so I think I might try
to find an anti-virus
November 17
today was my day of vacation
from the pizza plantation
there's an open invitation
for trading card gamin'
Jilly and I are amused
but confused what to do
our cards are but few
unlike Jeff, Nolan, and Luke
so we stop by a shop
and stock up on a lot
and shove them in a box
which is bought for a cost
much lower than marketed
so with our new magic cards
we embark on a quest
to test who a shark
try and imagine
angels verses dragons
in unbridled action
one mad game of magic
and at the end of our toil
I'm declared most royal
and to the victor go the spoils
a cause to which I'm loyal
from the pizza plantation
there's an open invitation
for trading card gamin'
Jilly and I are amused
but confused what to do
our cards are but few
unlike Jeff, Nolan, and Luke
so we stop by a shop
and stock up on a lot
and shove them in a box
which is bought for a cost
much lower than marketed
so with our new magic cards
we embark on a quest
to test who a shark
try and imagine
angels verses dragons
in unbridled action
one mad game of magic
and at the end of our toil
I'm declared most royal
and to the victor go the spoils
a cause to which I'm loyal
November 16
Is it worth it still
to pay the bills
making nearly nil
til it's overkill
w/ no written will
Dr. prescribe a pill
that'll help me chill
or I'll jump out the windowseal
Jake says Sid
stay optimistic
you coulda been sentenced
to life in prison
see OJ Simpson
or in a minute
nukes could hit us
but I don't listen
I'm too far focused
on swarms of locusts
my eyes wide open
run like a shogun
master of beats
that make haters freak
and a lyrical technique
that'll make you repeat
I I I Love my li-li-life
to pay the bills
making nearly nil
til it's overkill
w/ no written will
Dr. prescribe a pill
that'll help me chill
or I'll jump out the windowseal
Jake says Sid
stay optimistic
you coulda been sentenced
to life in prison
see OJ Simpson
or in a minute
nukes could hit us
but I don't listen
I'm too far focused
on swarms of locusts
my eyes wide open
run like a shogun
master of beats
that make haters freak
and a lyrical technique
that'll make you repeat
I I I Love my li-li-life
Monday, December 8, 2008
November 15
No cash
No ID
No credit
No debit
No gas
No engine
No clue
what to do
No liberty
No dignity
No pride
in my nine to five
No peace
No sleep
No defenses
in my immuno system
Nobody really
except for Jilly
knows my feelings
sincerely
No meaning
just breathing
of the only free thing
I'll recieve
No ID
No credit
No debit
No gas
No engine
No clue
what to do
No liberty
No dignity
No pride
in my nine to five
No peace
No sleep
No defenses
in my immuno system
Nobody really
except for Jilly
knows my feelings
sincerely
No meaning
just breathing
of the only free thing
I'll recieve
November 13
so my cell is disconnected
cuz it defected
but Verizon must be sexist
cuz their suggestion
was to sign a new two year
i.e. take it up the rear
or I could sip this root beer
til they say what I wanna hear
but like a date that never rang
that moment never came
like Obama's favorite phrase
it's time for a change
I walk out of their office
hands in my pockets
immediately astonished
cuz I somehow lost my wallet
with clenched fists and raised hands
"WHY ME?" I rant
perhaps so my heavenly dad
can have a good laugh
cuz it defected
but Verizon must be sexist
cuz their suggestion
was to sign a new two year
i.e. take it up the rear
or I could sip this root beer
til they say what I wanna hear
but like a date that never rang
that moment never came
like Obama's favorite phrase
it's time for a change
I walk out of their office
hands in my pockets
immediately astonished
cuz I somehow lost my wallet
with clenched fists and raised hands
"WHY ME?" I rant
perhaps so my heavenly dad
can have a good laugh
November 12
first I'm stretching my tonsils
then operating the console
feeling like King of the Mongols
the way my shlong dongles
with diction I'm using
my meaning near lucid
singing about how confusin'
it is to be superhuman
I'm the record man
as cam's band jams
using UA pre-amps
out of the bass cab
then round seven o'clock
comes Mr. McIntosh
to mix some of my songs
as the production boss
then I flee the scene
at the aid of Jillibean
were off the Hastings
to rent a DVD or three
feeling quite introspective
I reflect for a second
today was a worthwhile investment
towards rock n' roll heaven
then operating the console
feeling like King of the Mongols
the way my shlong dongles
with diction I'm using
my meaning near lucid
singing about how confusin'
it is to be superhuman
I'm the record man
as cam's band jams
using UA pre-amps
out of the bass cab
then round seven o'clock
comes Mr. McIntosh
to mix some of my songs
as the production boss
then I flee the scene
at the aid of Jillibean
were off the Hastings
to rent a DVD or three
feeling quite introspective
I reflect for a second
today was a worthwhile investment
towards rock n' roll heaven
November 11
death shares resemblances
to a November night sky
the wide eye of the moon
a coccoon of strife
canine of sorts
coarse textured skin
crawling on all fours
fluid squeezed from all pours
bathing in blue and red
led from cop cars
no heart left for breath
so starved that I barf
it's like an empty glass house
trying to think about
how upside down
and under the clouds I am
would I were beside her
like an engine driver
instead of a lonely vampire
arrested by crime fighters
to a November night sky
the wide eye of the moon
a coccoon of strife
canine of sorts
coarse textured skin
crawling on all fours
fluid squeezed from all pours
bathing in blue and red
led from cop cars
no heart left for breath
so starved that I barf
it's like an empty glass house
trying to think about
how upside down
and under the clouds I am
would I were beside her
like an engine driver
instead of a lonely vampire
arrested by crime fighters
November 10
guys finger
girls blow
but you all know
how the rule goes
hold, aim , throw
pray and hope
that you don't
become the cave troll
and if you're lost
and haven't caught on
I'm talking beer pong
ya ding dong
with a Missoula elite
beer pong team
challenging me and Jillibean
to compete
they bank the first toss
and the second shot
balls back off the blocks
like the Hancock of pong
I take a shot
it bounces off the top
feeling completely robbed
cause I lost
girls blow
but you all know
how the rule goes
hold, aim , throw
pray and hope
that you don't
become the cave troll
and if you're lost
and haven't caught on
I'm talking beer pong
ya ding dong
with a Missoula elite
beer pong team
challenging me and Jillibean
to compete
they bank the first toss
and the second shot
balls back off the blocks
like the Hancock of pong
I take a shot
it bounces off the top
feeling completely robbed
cause I lost
November 9
Sexytime Warmachine
is the name on the screen
referring to my newly synced
hi-speed machine
with a new hard drive
capable of 250 gigabytes
it's over five times
what Toshiba can provide
and I also added
memory for random access
I put on my nerd glasses
and hacked shit
somewhat out of practice
but still second habit
in a minutes mere fractions
I made a dud into magic
so quick that it screams
something like mach 3
like a laserbeam
Sexytime War Machine
is the name on the screen
referring to my newly synced
hi-speed machine
with a new hard drive
capable of 250 gigabytes
it's over five times
what Toshiba can provide
and I also added
memory for random access
I put on my nerd glasses
and hacked shit
somewhat out of practice
but still second habit
in a minutes mere fractions
I made a dud into magic
so quick that it screams
something like mach 3
like a laserbeam
Sexytime War Machine
November 8
I wait
in my vampiric state
eyes dialate
as I concentrate
on the LCD
of my computer screen
now completely green
with an error marquee
are you serious
or am I delirious
this is f***ed up
it's ridiculous
phone tech support
tell those corporate whores
their products are poor
and that's my report
not a year before
had I gone to the store
on a purchase I swore
was godlike in form
but man was I swindled
as my hard drive sizzles
bout to throw it out the window
and launch a missile
in my vampiric state
eyes dialate
as I concentrate
on the LCD
of my computer screen
now completely green
with an error marquee
are you serious
or am I delirious
this is f***ed up
it's ridiculous
phone tech support
tell those corporate whores
their products are poor
and that's my report
not a year before
had I gone to the store
on a purchase I swore
was godlike in form
but man was I swindled
as my hard drive sizzles
bout to throw it out the window
and launch a missile
November 7
the color of blue
is my tomb of a room
a reflective hue
of my depressive mood
connected to you
through extrasensory views
the sensation is new
my frustration the truth
that I'm hiding from
the one I love
I must succumb
to this bloodlust
I can't speak
I can barely breathe
to be freed of this disease
I'll need to leach
I'll need to reap
my sweet Jillibean
so she can be like me
for all eternity
blessed with a gene
of eternal life
but only by night
lest we're petrified
by the sunlight
is my tomb of a room
a reflective hue
of my depressive mood
connected to you
through extrasensory views
the sensation is new
my frustration the truth
that I'm hiding from
the one I love
I must succumb
to this bloodlust
I can't speak
I can barely breathe
to be freed of this disease
I'll need to leach
I'll need to reap
my sweet Jillibean
so she can be like me
for all eternity
blessed with a gene
of eternal life
but only by night
lest we're petrified
by the sunlight
November 6
today's only my second day
as a completely crazed
hell-raised blood slave
known as a vampire
I've noticed an aversion
to the common person
as well as the sun's burnin'
which weighs down like a burden
on the surface of my skin
as well as the need to vend
blood from my former kin
I depend on it
watching from a distance
in this dimly lit prison
contricted by tension
tempted in a kitchen
filled with past delectables
however since change of profession
their taste is detestable
I can't even eat vegetables
lest I accept my own death
and bite into the flesh
of the one I love best
Jillibean you're next
as a completely crazed
hell-raised blood slave
known as a vampire
I've noticed an aversion
to the common person
as well as the sun's burnin'
which weighs down like a burden
on the surface of my skin
as well as the need to vend
blood from my former kin
I depend on it
watching from a distance
in this dimly lit prison
contricted by tension
tempted in a kitchen
filled with past delectables
however since change of profession
their taste is detestable
I can't even eat vegetables
lest I accept my own death
and bite into the flesh
of the one I love best
Jillibean you're next
November 5
though I'm already registered
the administrator pesters
bossy like a director
requiring extra effort
before I can even vote
which provokes me to choke
the registrars throat,
not really it's just a joke
that's quite contemptable
similar to my ballot
issued only provisional
and I'm irritable
cuz the government failed
to mail by snail
under penalty of jail
they failed to mail
a ballot for absentees
like I planned to be
but now they'll leave
my vote for next week
and as lame as it seems
I'm still pleased
cuz my chosen nominee
is in the lead
the administrator pesters
bossy like a director
requiring extra effort
before I can even vote
which provokes me to choke
the registrars throat,
not really it's just a joke
that's quite contemptable
similar to my ballot
issued only provisional
and I'm irritable
cuz the government failed
to mail by snail
under penalty of jail
they failed to mail
a ballot for absentees
like I planned to be
but now they'll leave
my vote for next week
and as lame as it seems
I'm still pleased
cuz my chosen nominee
is in the lead
November 4
I awake from my dreams
like I'm falling from a tree
cushioned only by leaves
til I'm slammed on my knees
I awake to the scent
of flesh and sweat
dripping wet my neck
dripping red my breath
fresh with the smell
of death and ghostly pale
I check my cell
to see a text from Hell
with the words
"Newt and worms
dogs and birds
be forever cursed
to wander through life
in eternal strife
your throat parched and dry
with a thirst for blood"
legion of the undead?
scratching my head
which lacks hue or depth
I'm a vampire I guess
like I'm falling from a tree
cushioned only by leaves
til I'm slammed on my knees
I awake to the scent
of flesh and sweat
dripping wet my neck
dripping red my breath
fresh with the smell
of death and ghostly pale
I check my cell
to see a text from Hell
with the words
"Newt and worms
dogs and birds
be forever cursed
to wander through life
in eternal strife
your throat parched and dry
with a thirst for blood"
legion of the undead?
scratching my head
which lacks hue or depth
I'm a vampire I guess
November 3
My cellular display refreshes
with a new text message
intrigued I check it
it says "I'm waiting undressed
for you to take the next step"
an unrecognized adress
am I being tested
I reply with a question
"Pardon this miss
but do you know who this is?"
She replies "This is Sid
isn't it?"
nervous and confused
by this mysterious clue
so I ask who are you
to hear "you know who"
shocked and apprehensive
I grimace at the sentence
knowing Jillibean won't get this
she'll probably resent this
should I just not mention this
in attempt to salvage our friendship?
I then slip into a vision
from a dreamy dimension
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with a new text message
intrigued I check it
it says "I'm waiting undressed
for you to take the next step"
an unrecognized adress
am I being tested
I reply with a question
"Pardon this miss
but do you know who this is?"
She replies "This is Sid
isn't it?"
nervous and confused
by this mysterious clue
so I ask who are you
to hear "you know who"
shocked and apprehensive
I grimace at the sentence
knowing Jillibean won't get this
she'll probably resent this
should I just not mention this
in attempt to salvage our friendship?
I then slip into a vision
from a dreamy dimension
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November 2
the manilla opening
a letter from overseas
the letter that I read
in between parentheses
from a soldier in Iraq
whom I never had the chance
to shake hands with
and say thanks man
the letter a thriller
all content no filler
sealed in mailla
it pens me ladykilla
"I'll love you forever
that'll never change
I can't live another day
knowing what I've lost
I paid the cost
now to rid my thoughts
I'll rot"
and that's where I'll stop
I pause
holding back teardrops
I'm the probable cause
of the final clause
a letter from overseas
the letter that I read
in between parentheses
from a soldier in Iraq
whom I never had the chance
to shake hands with
and say thanks man
the letter a thriller
all content no filler
sealed in mailla
it pens me ladykilla
"I'll love you forever
that'll never change
I can't live another day
knowing what I've lost
I paid the cost
now to rid my thoughts
I'll rot"
and that's where I'll stop
I pause
holding back teardrops
I'm the probable cause
of the final clause
October 30
the nights description fits
the Tales of the Crypt
witches and goblins
and treats and tricks
I'm wearing nets for fish
and Jilly is my pimp
giving JuJu's and Twix
to fiendish little kids
til a quarter past six
when we kicked sticks
Jake and Ashley get babysitted
so it's time to get twisted
first to arrive
first to provide
the cellulite
for a phat time
like five or nine Pabst
then JELLO and jack
straight to the back
til I'm trashed as a trash bag
we hit the dance floor
dressed as whore and Lord
lights penetrating a fog storm
this Halloween was hardcore
the Tales of the Crypt
witches and goblins
and treats and tricks
I'm wearing nets for fish
and Jilly is my pimp
giving JuJu's and Twix
to fiendish little kids
til a quarter past six
when we kicked sticks
Jake and Ashley get babysitted
so it's time to get twisted
first to arrive
first to provide
the cellulite
for a phat time
like five or nine Pabst
then JELLO and jack
straight to the back
til I'm trashed as a trash bag
we hit the dance floor
dressed as whore and Lord
lights penetrating a fog storm
this Halloween was hardcore
November 1
I groggily awake
due to being shaked
Jilly saying "babe it's eight"
and you're gonna be late
Great! what a way
to start off the day
feeling more hanged
over than Chasers can chase
memories of the night
help me survive my time
my Life in Rhyme can't describe
the vibe of the night
but beer and liquor
I've never felt sicker
the first of November
trying hard to remember
what I did with my phone
what I did with my wallet
what I did with my keys
I really musta lost it
so then I call up Jake
who's barely awake
even though it's late
and I ask im if he's seen my stuff
due to being shaked
Jilly saying "babe it's eight"
and you're gonna be late
Great! what a way
to start off the day
feeling more hanged
over than Chasers can chase
memories of the night
help me survive my time
my Life in Rhyme can't describe
the vibe of the night
but beer and liquor
I've never felt sicker
the first of November
trying hard to remember
what I did with my phone
what I did with my wallet
what I did with my keys
I really musta lost it
so then I call up Jake
who's barely awake
even though it's late
and I ask im if he's seen my stuff
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
October 28
two hearts beating together
under the weather
still connected forever
protected by an ether
of an intangible breed
our love like a seed
that spawns adolescent dreams
I don't need a reciept
to return or exchange
you babe for a taste
thanks to you I'm saved
now turn the page
for a continued list
of how through thick and thin
I wanna spend every kiss
on your lips
under the weather
still connected forever
protected by an ether
of an intangible breed
our love like a seed
that spawns adolescent dreams
I don't need a reciept
to return or exchange
you babe for a taste
thanks to you I'm saved
now turn the page
for a continued list
of how through thick and thin
I wanna spend every kiss
on your lips
October 26
My heart beats
at an unbeatable speed
in need of relief
in the form of a leaf
a single celled organism
sittin' in Missoula prison
get a grip, don't be trippin'
this is typical of women
my thoughts echo
of the culprit in stilletto
part of me says let go
the other part says hell no
she put me in this cell though
this is a new self low
legs like jello
til the bondsman shows
frustrated
by complications
in this relation
in combination
with anger and sorrow
like there's no tommorow
feeling like Ricky Ricardo
in a trade embargo
at an unbeatable speed
in need of relief
in the form of a leaf
a single celled organism
sittin' in Missoula prison
get a grip, don't be trippin'
this is typical of women
my thoughts echo
of the culprit in stilletto
part of me says let go
the other part says hell no
she put me in this cell though
this is a new self low
legs like jello
til the bondsman shows
frustrated
by complications
in this relation
in combination
with anger and sorrow
like there's no tommorow
feeling like Ricky Ricardo
in a trade embargo
October 27
Two hearts
beating apart
one behind a scarf
in a parked car
waiting for an alarmed
boy hehind bars
unaware of his charges
of breaking a heart
he calmly exhales
as he posts bail
and walks free from jail
and sits with a frail
and disheartened Jilly
who put him in this building
because of her feelings
of not being believed
accused of decieving
some would call him silly
for being willing
to see her freely
but love's a feeling
that's worth healing for
this love's a feeling
that's worth healing for
beating apart
one behind a scarf
in a parked car
waiting for an alarmed
boy hehind bars
unaware of his charges
of breaking a heart
he calmly exhales
as he posts bail
and walks free from jail
and sits with a frail
and disheartened Jilly
who put him in this building
because of her feelings
of not being believed
accused of decieving
some would call him silly
for being willing
to see her freely
but love's a feeling
that's worth healing for
this love's a feeling
that's worth healing for
October 25
My heart beats
as sweat streams
down the sleeve of my T
embroidered with Little C's
all alone the tone
of my cellular phone
condones a text which shows
the words "die slow"
and all I know
is I gotta go
throw aside these clothes
and run to her home
to attempt to explain
in a way she'd relate
I made a mistake
but not too great to be forgave
I reach her floor
and knock on the door
to be greeted by the sorts
of Missoula's police force
they ask "are you Sid?"
and I affirm who I am
they then click my wrists
this shit has to end
as sweat streams
down the sleeve of my T
embroidered with Little C's
all alone the tone
of my cellular phone
condones a text which shows
the words "die slow"
and all I know
is I gotta go
throw aside these clothes
and run to her home
to attempt to explain
in a way she'd relate
I made a mistake
but not too great to be forgave
I reach her floor
and knock on the door
to be greeted by the sorts
of Missoula's police force
they ask "are you Sid?"
and I affirm who I am
they then click my wrists
this shit has to end
October 24
Two hearts beat
synchronized beneath
melon colored sheets
on a California queen
morning sunbeams
sprinkle on wrinkled jeans
My Jillibean asleep
peacefully
her snores like purring
my stomach is churning
the way that she's stirring
and then turning
to pass me a glance
which has me entranced
it's hard to get mad
at such a striking lass
but alas
it's ask or assume
my trash compacted heart attack
or the truth
as soon as I beg
"Have you something to say?"
I've made a mistake
and I know it's too late
synchronized beneath
melon colored sheets
on a California queen
morning sunbeams
sprinkle on wrinkled jeans
My Jillibean asleep
peacefully
her snores like purring
my stomach is churning
the way that she's stirring
and then turning
to pass me a glance
which has me entranced
it's hard to get mad
at such a striking lass
but alas
it's ask or assume
my trash compacted heart attack
or the truth
as soon as I beg
"Have you something to say?"
I've made a mistake
and I know it's too late
Friday, November 14, 2008
October 23
two hearts beat
like a metronome beneath
the wrinkled pillow sheets
lost in dreams
of lies and deciet
anxiety, defeat
pleading she leaves
if she needs to cheat
lest our loves so deep
she's plagued like a disease
her integrity streams
like snot down her cheek
a cough and sneeze
all she can do to keep
the condom under the sink
from leaking past her teeth
the numbers deleted
praying I'm not seeing
new stains on the seats
blaming my anxiety
the slues are unseen
pepetrators identity
I wake from the dream
a terrible nighmare
like a metronome beneath
the wrinkled pillow sheets
lost in dreams
of lies and deciet
anxiety, defeat
pleading she leaves
if she needs to cheat
lest our loves so deep
she's plagued like a disease
her integrity streams
like snot down her cheek
a cough and sneeze
all she can do to keep
the condom under the sink
from leaking past her teeth
the numbers deleted
praying I'm not seeing
new stains on the seats
blaming my anxiety
the slues are unseen
pepetrators identity
I wake from the dream
a terrible nighmare
October 22
though bombed like Japan
united we stand
stick with the plan
though you don't understand
not the military or cops
or the mob or SWAT
or your mom or pop
could ever stop
lest you were to leave
and call the police
and tell them in tresspassing
on your property
then encarcerated
cuz of false accusations
and there she waited
as I escaped the situation
our heated conversation
even more aggravated
I love you but hate this
can't take this
love me or leave me
just please don't lead me
on a string to defeat
united we stand
stick with the plan
though you don't understand
not the military or cops
or the mob or SWAT
or your mom or pop
could ever stop
lest you were to leave
and call the police
and tell them in tresspassing
on your property
then encarcerated
cuz of false accusations
and there she waited
as I escaped the situation
our heated conversation
even more aggravated
I love you but hate this
can't take this
love me or leave me
just please don't lead me
on a string to defeat
October 21
it sounds like no noise
and hurts like no feeling
it tastes like no flavor
and smells like no scent
it broke with no problems
in heat of zero degrees
it moves like stationary
that words with no words
in the center of space
my heart with no body
like shoes with no soul
fire with no smoke
im lost with no clue
like a test with no questions
the best of the worst
and hurts like no feeling
it tastes like no flavor
and smells like no scent
it broke with no problems
in heat of zero degrees
it moves like stationary
that words with no words
in the center of space
my heart with no body
like shoes with no soul
fire with no smoke
im lost with no clue
like a test with no questions
the best of the worst
October 20 part2
societies future still
coarsing my genes
justice my restitution
in a world needing peace
human pollution
is how it's percieved
demanding execution
and praying defeat
coarsing my genes
justice my restitution
in a world needing peace
human pollution
is how it's percieved
demanding execution
and praying defeat
October 20 part1
the name of this thought
is a topic that's hot
in a season that's not
something you may have caught
like the sniffles or coughs
the subject is a clot
in my nose like a frog
Im clogged up with snot!
like a thickening plot
in a perilous draught
I've shopped and shopped
to cure me of this wrong
is a topic that's hot
in a season that's not
something you may have caught
like the sniffles or coughs
the subject is a clot
in my nose like a frog
Im clogged up with snot!
like a thickening plot
in a perilous draught
I've shopped and shopped
to cure me of this wrong
October 19
pull away from the game
of Rumble Fighter
as passed a lighter
the noise of the dryer
like a wailing beast
coming from beneath
the floors of the seats
where Jillibean and me
leisurely relax
have a few snacks
such as turkey and ham
on sandwhich crackers
higher than rafters
rises our chronic laughter
at the hilarious family matters
in our DVD chapters
then velociraptors
then the mad hatter
these rhymes I gather
from nothing like zero matter
it's good times
on a good night
like a good line
from this rhyme
of Rumble Fighter
as passed a lighter
the noise of the dryer
like a wailing beast
coming from beneath
the floors of the seats
where Jillibean and me
leisurely relax
have a few snacks
such as turkey and ham
on sandwhich crackers
higher than rafters
rises our chronic laughter
at the hilarious family matters
in our DVD chapters
then velociraptors
then the mad hatter
these rhymes I gather
from nothing like zero matter
it's good times
on a good night
like a good line
from this rhyme
October 18
sigma alpha epsilon
such is the song
as a rip like king kong
off the top of the Gnob
right by my leg
is a massive keg
pump it like a brake
and then spray
some Pabst or Bud
into a party cup
gettin' hella drunk
and these thugs
from a fraternity
are concerning me
the word eternity
rhymes with fraternity
stumbling and stumbling
in a room full of dudes
not to be rude
but where is the boobs
I'm just being mean
the party was sweet
thanks to Joe G
and Sigma Alpha E
such is the song
as a rip like king kong
off the top of the Gnob
right by my leg
is a massive keg
pump it like a brake
and then spray
some Pabst or Bud
into a party cup
gettin' hella drunk
and these thugs
from a fraternity
are concerning me
the word eternity
rhymes with fraternity
stumbling and stumbling
in a room full of dudes
not to be rude
but where is the boobs
I'm just being mean
the party was sweet
thanks to Joe G
and Sigma Alpha E
October 17
you won the lottery
it's not something you wanna be
it's something you've gotta be
and probably
people are watching
almost constantly
people are haunting
constantly following
I've worked days and years
to grace your ears
with my name to peers
remember it clear
connect my role
put on for show
to that of an adult
who knows what's best
I humbly confess
despite rep and success
I'm far from perfect
like the rhyme I profess
check your intellect
and you'll surely find
the truth behind your eyes
don't scrutinize
the music guy
just because
you're a bad role-model
it's not something you wanna be
it's something you've gotta be
and probably
people are watching
almost constantly
people are haunting
constantly following
I've worked days and years
to grace your ears
with my name to peers
remember it clear
connect my role
put on for show
to that of an adult
who knows what's best
I humbly confess
despite rep and success
I'm far from perfect
like the rhyme I profess
check your intellect
and you'll surely find
the truth behind your eyes
don't scrutinize
the music guy
just because
you're a bad role-model
October 16
like a crack lighter
Imma on fire
like a freedom writer
Imma on fire
up north called sire
Imm on fire
sweat perspires
as I'm on fire
I'm too hot for these
scandalous girls
who say they need
diamonds or pearls
it's usually plural
you know them girls
from all around the world
in panties and girdles
like a spark
in a glass jar
Im ahead by far
like a track star
like a lighter
Imma on fire
like a journal writer
Imma on fire
Imma on fire
like a freedom writer
Imma on fire
up north called sire
Imm on fire
sweat perspires
as I'm on fire
I'm too hot for these
scandalous girls
who say they need
diamonds or pearls
it's usually plural
you know them girls
from all around the world
in panties and girdles
like a spark
in a glass jar
Im ahead by far
like a track star
like a lighter
Imma on fire
like a journal writer
Imma on fire
Sunday, October 19, 2008
October 15
A whimper can be heard
from the first
up to the third
floor where they stir
sadness the sentence
like a sickness
gripping like glimpses
of lost christmas wishes
and in his dimmest
most hopeless minute
he see's happiness
from nearby apartments
all thats in her arms
is a doll and car
but her happy heart
can be seen in the dark
just moved from mobile park
pa takes a spark to
a carved glass jar
talkin' on the cellular
but there in her kitchen
she's standing there grinning
thankful for what she's given
even though she asked for a kitten
from the first
up to the third
floor where they stir
sadness the sentence
like a sickness
gripping like glimpses
of lost christmas wishes
and in his dimmest
most hopeless minute
he see's happiness
from nearby apartments
all thats in her arms
is a doll and car
but her happy heart
can be seen in the dark
just moved from mobile park
pa takes a spark to
a carved glass jar
talkin' on the cellular
but there in her kitchen
she's standing there grinning
thankful for what she's given
even though she asked for a kitten
October 16
Rosy red cheeks
standing there smitten
with his christmas wishes
of a new kitten
though his parents insist
he's not gonna get it
his fingers stay betwixt
'til the night of St. Nick
where he'd wait til morn
to crawl from his dorm
and pray to the Lord
there was a little kitty in store
there by the tree
was a box for He
persian or siamese
please let it be
as his hands shake
he opens the case
tears streaming down his face
there in his kitchen
he's standing there smitten
what a tragic christmas
with no kitten
standing there smitten
with his christmas wishes
of a new kitten
though his parents insist
he's not gonna get it
his fingers stay betwixt
'til the night of St. Nick
where he'd wait til morn
to crawl from his dorm
and pray to the Lord
there was a little kitty in store
there by the tree
was a box for He
persian or siamese
please let it be
as his hands shake
he opens the case
tears streaming down his face
there in his kitchen
he's standing there smitten
what a tragic christmas
with no kitten
October 13
you won the lottery
it's not something you wanna be
it's somethin' you gotta be
and probably
people are watching me
almost constantly
people are haunting
constantly following
I've worked days and years
to grace your ears
with my name to peers
remember it clear
connect my role
put on for show
to that of an adult
who knows best
I humbly confess
despite rep and success
I'm far from perfect
connect with my intellect
don't srutinize
the music guy
cuz you can't provide
a good role model
it's not something you wanna be
it's somethin' you gotta be
and probably
people are watching me
almost constantly
people are haunting
constantly following
I've worked days and years
to grace your ears
with my name to peers
remember it clear
connect my role
put on for show
to that of an adult
who knows best
I humbly confess
despite rep and success
I'm far from perfect
connect with my intellect
don't srutinize
the music guy
cuz you can't provide
a good role model
October 12
I'm beaten and bloody
and bruised
cement boots my shoes
ocean view on this death cruise
a glowing fuse
attached to C2
the next move is
boom boom to the boom
til I'm on fire
like smoke or flames
of desire
I perspire like a liar
on trial for murder
with possession
on the back burner
in a fervor
I'm on fire
like the burning bush
like the dankest kush
or a Mongolian cook
need to dive in a brook
like a native Chinook
from the history books
take a closer look
and bruised
cement boots my shoes
ocean view on this death cruise
a glowing fuse
attached to C2
the next move is
boom boom to the boom
til I'm on fire
like smoke or flames
of desire
I perspire like a liar
on trial for murder
with possession
on the back burner
in a fervor
I'm on fire
like the burning bush
like the dankest kush
or a Mongolian cook
need to dive in a brook
like a native Chinook
from the history books
take a closer look
October 11
it's been far too long
since our lives have pulled apart
I've been working at Wal-Mart
pushing carts
heard you gripped steel bars
multiple felony charges
one for stealing a car
then charging the card
found in the dash
a grand in cash
as they cuffed your hands
remember the security cams
might as well have prints
and the realest shit
is you ratted your click
to a pig for nothin'
but I'll brush the dust
cuz I know bloodlust
gets the best of us
and we all fuck up
so man what's up
nothin' but love
and best of luck
to challenges come
since our lives have pulled apart
I've been working at Wal-Mart
pushing carts
heard you gripped steel bars
multiple felony charges
one for stealing a car
then charging the card
found in the dash
a grand in cash
as they cuffed your hands
remember the security cams
might as well have prints
and the realest shit
is you ratted your click
to a pig for nothin'
but I'll brush the dust
cuz I know bloodlust
gets the best of us
and we all fuck up
so man what's up
nothin' but love
and best of luck
to challenges come
October 10
Hey Chris
it's been a minute
since we spent
a minute to visit
and define in vivid
color and explicit details
from high school to prison
to working in retail
seeming slower than a sea snail
no melanin, completely pail
I remember who posted bail
every time he went to jail
I remember every tale
told with vanity and valor
it's crazy how things change
with age I can't explain
from failsafe to insane
praying they don't incarcerate
you for your addictions
hopeless a good description
diminished
nitroglycerin
P.S. I guess I'm in an abstract mood
it's been a minute
since we spent
a minute to visit
and define in vivid
color and explicit details
from high school to prison
to working in retail
seeming slower than a sea snail
no melanin, completely pail
I remember who posted bail
every time he went to jail
I remember every tale
told with vanity and valor
it's crazy how things change
with age I can't explain
from failsafe to insane
praying they don't incarcerate
you for your addictions
hopeless a good description
diminished
nitroglycerin
P.S. I guess I'm in an abstract mood
Thursday, October 9, 2008
October 9
love is like a cigarette
look it up on the internet
it's in your best interest
it can be cold as Winterfresh
it's an addiction
you don't need a prescription
and it's an affliction
leaving you diminished
it's a religion
that doesn't exist
it's a superstition
that's as real as it gets
love is a vice
a double edged knife
the love of your life
might stab you from behind
loves like a stogie
with smoke rolling
it makes you forget you're lonely
and makes you more controlling
but loves like a claw
clenching your jaw
and when you withdraw
loves gone
look it up on the internet
it's in your best interest
it can be cold as Winterfresh
it's an addiction
you don't need a prescription
and it's an affliction
leaving you diminished
it's a religion
that doesn't exist
it's a superstition
that's as real as it gets
love is a vice
a double edged knife
the love of your life
might stab you from behind
loves like a stogie
with smoke rolling
it makes you forget you're lonely
and makes you more controlling
but loves like a claw
clenching your jaw
and when you withdraw
loves gone
October 8
I'm walking the strip
when from nowhere I get
a whiff of a familiar scent
it smells like shit
and I don't want no shit
so I continue to skip
but think for a minute
I should get that shit
pick it up
my compliments
scoop it up
like a gentelman
but the mass is so big
like shit coming out of shit
the little baggy ripped
and the shitload dripped
onto the pavement
that piece of shit
and some little kid
thinks it's hilarious
screw you dude
for being rude!
I've got something you can do
eat this poo
P.S. Ya I decided to write an entire rhyme diary about feces, so sue me
when from nowhere I get
a whiff of a familiar scent
it smells like shit
and I don't want no shit
so I continue to skip
but think for a minute
I should get that shit
pick it up
my compliments
scoop it up
like a gentelman
but the mass is so big
like shit coming out of shit
the little baggy ripped
and the shitload dripped
onto the pavement
that piece of shit
and some little kid
thinks it's hilarious
screw you dude
for being rude!
I've got something you can do
eat this poo
P.S. Ya I decided to write an entire rhyme diary about feces, so sue me
October 7
I've got to escape
these bars of clay
my legs are chained
my heart is raped
but I take the blame
burnt and disgraced
like a chicken filet
with a horrible taste
like chemical waste
wanna take my fate
and shave my veins
with a box blade
waiting in limbo
how low can you go
vultures, ravens, and crows
know the color of my soul
receding like an undertow
no melody I could compose
I suppose could denote
sending me deeper below
I've got to escape
these bars of clay
I've got to get away
like Lenny Kravitz sang
these bars of clay
my legs are chained
my heart is raped
but I take the blame
burnt and disgraced
like a chicken filet
with a horrible taste
like chemical waste
wanna take my fate
and shave my veins
with a box blade
waiting in limbo
how low can you go
vultures, ravens, and crows
know the color of my soul
receding like an undertow
no melody I could compose
I suppose could denote
sending me deeper below
I've got to escape
these bars of clay
I've got to get away
like Lenny Kravitz sang
October 6
sometimes the worlds so small
like standing room only
sometimes I don't know who to call
when I'm feeling lonely
sometimes they all
seem like one trick ponies
stealing all the glory
as I'm layering pepperonis
I'm no soccer goalie
but my one goal be
for those who know me
and my Lord that's holy
to hear my tongue rolling
and hear my voice throwing
they'll be listening closely
and their hearts will be toasty
my deepest of dreams
is for my family
to turn on the TV screen
and see me on channel 3
a beacon of hope
through the perilous smoke
I just want you to know
you're not alone
like standing room only
sometimes I don't know who to call
when I'm feeling lonely
sometimes they all
seem like one trick ponies
stealing all the glory
as I'm layering pepperonis
I'm no soccer goalie
but my one goal be
for those who know me
and my Lord that's holy
to hear my tongue rolling
and hear my voice throwing
they'll be listening closely
and their hearts will be toasty
my deepest of dreams
is for my family
to turn on the TV screen
and see me on channel 3
a beacon of hope
through the perilous smoke
I just want you to know
you're not alone
October 5
the size of the line
to see Tech N9ne
blows my paradigm
like a M-79
but I'm not bothered
worried about the concert
my names on the roster
and there's my man Robert
he's on the tour van
meeting Tech N9nes whole band
Kutt, Krizz, and Prozak
he snaps a pic with his cam
I'm like hell ya
you're clearly a bad ass
I'm standing with the fans
in the Wilma bandstands
I throw my hands up
like I'd throw a tantrum
I should be handcuffed
as I grind on my love
the building packed
with fans of rap
the bass kick and a clap
and the tic of a hat
to see Tech N9ne
blows my paradigm
like a M-79
but I'm not bothered
worried about the concert
my names on the roster
and there's my man Robert
he's on the tour van
meeting Tech N9nes whole band
Kutt, Krizz, and Prozak
he snaps a pic with his cam
I'm like hell ya
you're clearly a bad ass
I'm standing with the fans
in the Wilma bandstands
I throw my hands up
like I'd throw a tantrum
I should be handcuffed
as I grind on my love
the building packed
with fans of rap
the bass kick and a clap
and the tic of a hat
October 4
where do I start
this mixed media art
about how you climbed the charts
and took over my heart
far from a farce
if you'd like it I'd carve
our initials in bark
my love like a spark
that could flame the big bang
and nothing you can say
could break my array
even if you were to say
you don't feel the same way
I'd wait for the day
we'd embrace even in the case
I'd wait in the grave
more than I need me
I need her deity
on my knees begging please
I love you more than anything
I'd love you more than the first
I'd love you more than the next
in sickness til death
this is more than make pretend
this mixed media art
about how you climbed the charts
and took over my heart
far from a farce
if you'd like it I'd carve
our initials in bark
my love like a spark
that could flame the big bang
and nothing you can say
could break my array
even if you were to say
you don't feel the same way
I'd wait for the day
we'd embrace even in the case
I'd wait in the grave
more than I need me
I need her deity
on my knees begging please
I love you more than anything
I'd love you more than the first
I'd love you more than the next
in sickness til death
this is more than make pretend
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
October 3
I want to shout hurrah
as I punch the clock
it seemed I'd never be off
headed to a flower shop
sorry they're closed
a rose stolen from a headstone
is the most I could devote
before nine o'clock snow
the movie that we're seeing
me and Jillibean my sweetie
is Burn after Reading
which has my heart rapidly beating
not expecting to be seeing
such a cinemetic treat
George Clooney repetitively
switches sheets and cheats
and Brad Pitt loses his mind
trying to work the FBI
but don't just take my advice
I'm just writing about my night
as I punch the clock
it seemed I'd never be off
headed to a flower shop
sorry they're closed
a rose stolen from a headstone
is the most I could devote
before nine o'clock snow
the movie that we're seeing
me and Jillibean my sweetie
is Burn after Reading
which has my heart rapidly beating
not expecting to be seeing
such a cinemetic treat
George Clooney repetitively
switches sheets and cheats
and Brad Pitt loses his mind
trying to work the FBI
but don't just take my advice
I'm just writing about my night
October 2
An eerie calm
on purple morning
the robins song
an early warning
of Murphy's law
dew in the morning
grass like coleslaw
thunder is rolling
like a Garth Brooks song
before too long
the white snow will drop
like chalk on the sidewalk
spirits are high
though temperatures not
have some chocolate hot
for that sniffle and cough
the green tree's
are now free of leaves
frost like a sheet
of vanilla ice cream
pull out the blanket
fire stirring like demons
change is the name
of the game of the season
on purple morning
the robins song
an early warning
of Murphy's law
dew in the morning
grass like coleslaw
thunder is rolling
like a Garth Brooks song
before too long
the white snow will drop
like chalk on the sidewalk
spirits are high
though temperatures not
have some chocolate hot
for that sniffle and cough
the green tree's
are now free of leaves
frost like a sheet
of vanilla ice cream
pull out the blanket
fire stirring like demons
change is the name
of the game of the season
October 1
Burn and crash
spinning hubcap
fire and ash
this abstract
midsize to compact
this is a definitive rap
defining my black
shaded sunglasses
that's blotting the sun
I succumb
like icy hot: numb
to the drums
of the tribes
that supply
the anthem of the night
this imperialized
society
is trying me
anxiety
driving me
and her connected
yet disconnect
dream complex
rests in death
P.S. If you can figure out what this means, please feel free to let me know
spinning hubcap
fire and ash
this abstract
midsize to compact
this is a definitive rap
defining my black
shaded sunglasses
that's blotting the sun
I succumb
like icy hot: numb
to the drums
of the tribes
that supply
the anthem of the night
this imperialized
society
is trying me
anxiety
driving me
and her connected
yet disconnect
dream complex
rests in death
P.S. If you can figure out what this means, please feel free to let me know
September 30
You know that friend
that's not really a friend
who makes you upset
to the point of beet red
he's dumb as a stump
and the lyrics he hums
make you wanna stuff
a punch in their gums
you didn't know
if they're homo
but they promote
chode logo's
like American Eagle
Buckle, or Express
listening to Divo
get over it people
anyways
the point I wanna make
isn't that I hate gays
just these stupid face
dudes with no clue
who laugh about poop
like their IQ
is smaller than two
that's not really a friend
who makes you upset
to the point of beet red
he's dumb as a stump
and the lyrics he hums
make you wanna stuff
a punch in their gums
you didn't know
if they're homo
but they promote
chode logo's
like American Eagle
Buckle, or Express
listening to Divo
get over it people
anyways
the point I wanna make
isn't that I hate gays
just these stupid face
dudes with no clue
who laugh about poop
like their IQ
is smaller than two
September 29
much much respect
to Jordan Benesheck
for being so fresh
with his freestyle complex
and every single word
is better than the first
his immaculate verses
the best I've ever heard
I try to construe
a verse equally as cool
but no white dude
could improve such a smooth
well layered take
straight off the brain
some would say it's great
I was quite amazed
and to top it off
he threw down a beat box
and didn't stop
'til twelve o'clock
like Snoop Dogg
he dropped it like it's hot
and didn't stop
until twelve o'clock
P.S. hey Jordan if you're reading this thanks for the collab the other day, you've got some talent! I'm still open whenever just give me a call.
to Jordan Benesheck
for being so fresh
with his freestyle complex
and every single word
is better than the first
his immaculate verses
the best I've ever heard
I try to construe
a verse equally as cool
but no white dude
could improve such a smooth
well layered take
straight off the brain
some would say it's great
I was quite amazed
and to top it off
he threw down a beat box
and didn't stop
'til twelve o'clock
like Snoop Dogg
he dropped it like it's hot
and didn't stop
until twelve o'clock
P.S. hey Jordan if you're reading this thanks for the collab the other day, you've got some talent! I'm still open whenever just give me a call.
September 28
A Jay o' dre a day
keeps the doctor away
that's whay they say anyways
and that's the rule I obey
A Jay o' dre a day
okay bay bay?
I'm not addicted or anythang
I'm just a fan of the flame
to the green to the brain
change my craniums state
if you know what I'm sayin'
if not let me explain
I like that effervescent
antidepressant
messin' with the nerve connections
I'll collect the best selection
and press it
in a glass depression
I try not to think about it
that flavor in my mouth
it makes me wanna scream and shout
all about it
blazin' this place hazy
it's satiating my cravings
it's crazy how my brains vacating
escaping the body
keeps the doctor away
that's whay they say anyways
and that's the rule I obey
A Jay o' dre a day
okay bay bay?
I'm not addicted or anythang
I'm just a fan of the flame
to the green to the brain
change my craniums state
if you know what I'm sayin'
if not let me explain
I like that effervescent
antidepressant
messin' with the nerve connections
I'll collect the best selection
and press it
in a glass depression
I try not to think about it
that flavor in my mouth
it makes me wanna scream and shout
all about it
blazin' this place hazy
it's satiating my cravings
it's crazy how my brains vacating
escaping the body
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
September 27
It's ten o'clock
and intensely I watch
as Dan applebobs
in a lexon of sauce
the sauce dripping off
in magnanimous drops
I feel kinda odd
cuz I'm kinda the boss
whose laughing the hardest
of all the con-artists
and for only ten dollars
it was quite a bargain
boredom is
what boredom does
for just because
and we're bored as bums
and it sounded fun
as the word Thuck
to let Dan dunk
his head in sauce
and it entertained
and made my day
so I can't say
that today was lame
and intensely I watch
as Dan applebobs
in a lexon of sauce
the sauce dripping off
in magnanimous drops
I feel kinda odd
cuz I'm kinda the boss
whose laughing the hardest
of all the con-artists
and for only ten dollars
it was quite a bargain
boredom is
what boredom does
for just because
and we're bored as bums
and it sounded fun
as the word Thuck
to let Dan dunk
his head in sauce
and it entertained
and made my day
so I can't say
that today was lame
September 26
people say stoppit
dont be so dang cocky
I guess I'm sorry
but cocks what I got in my jocky
you may have been impressed
by an e-mail or text
that you had to refresh
to check its correctness
so I'm not burnt
by derrogatory words
so go on and refer
to me with curse words
for no apparent reason
I decided this season
I wouldn't mind bein'
a rent-a-policeman
keepin' the peace when
teens wanna beat in
a gay kid from Cleveland
cuz of a civil disagreement
that's where I'd come in
armed to the chin
sunglasses neon rimmed
the long dick of justice
dont be so dang cocky
I guess I'm sorry
but cocks what I got in my jocky
you may have been impressed
by an e-mail or text
that you had to refresh
to check its correctness
so I'm not burnt
by derrogatory words
so go on and refer
to me with curse words
for no apparent reason
I decided this season
I wouldn't mind bein'
a rent-a-policeman
keepin' the peace when
teens wanna beat in
a gay kid from Cleveland
cuz of a civil disagreement
that's where I'd come in
armed to the chin
sunglasses neon rimmed
the long dick of justice
September 25
She's got hips and waist
butterface
her back and legs
I'd rate seven or eight
wouldn't give her the time of day
but one could debate
that her legs captivate
no complaints they salivate
and call her delectable
butterface
I call quite detestable
like an unedible vegetable
her frame is so sexual
butterface
does she have testicles
or other manly traits
its really quite tragic
those born disadvantaged
butterface
can be replaced with plastic
when it takes restraint
not to double take
butterface takes
paint to appear okay
butterface
her back and legs
I'd rate seven or eight
wouldn't give her the time of day
but one could debate
that her legs captivate
no complaints they salivate
and call her delectable
butterface
I call quite detestable
like an unedible vegetable
her frame is so sexual
butterface
does she have testicles
or other manly traits
its really quite tragic
those born disadvantaged
butterface
can be replaced with plastic
when it takes restraint
not to double take
butterface takes
paint to appear okay
Thursday, September 25, 2008
September 24
I'm completely, utterly,
totally in love
more than a crush
doves descend from above
beautiful, gorgeous,
glorious love
and you can judge
but you can't break us up
invisible, invincible,
indivisible, passion
like pulling a rabit
from a hat it's magic
mystical, musical,
powerful element
like oxygen
she's omnipotent
anytime, anyplace,
everywhere I go
she's addictive like dope
and I want to propose
happiness, stability,
peacefulness, faithfully
baby thanks for saving me
from going crazy
P.S. this is the 200th Rhyme Diary!!!
totally in love
more than a crush
doves descend from above
beautiful, gorgeous,
glorious love
and you can judge
but you can't break us up
invisible, invincible,
indivisible, passion
like pulling a rabit
from a hat it's magic
mystical, musical,
powerful element
like oxygen
she's omnipotent
anytime, anyplace,
everywhere I go
she's addictive like dope
and I want to propose
happiness, stability,
peacefulness, faithfully
baby thanks for saving me
from going crazy
P.S. this is the 200th Rhyme Diary!!!
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
September 23
clients are coming
their noses are running
gimme your money
and I'll give you something
that makes the walls bleed
and makes trees seem
like a terrible beast
the roots like gnarled teeth
the sky is green
though it should be blue
vision acute
the rooms angles obtuse
music sounds cool
like it's chopped and screwed
but just eat a few
or you could meet your doom
one could lose
one's paradigm
and spend their life
inside a ward for psycho's
but don't be surprised
when your eyes disguise
familiar sights like a light
for unidentified life
their noses are running
gimme your money
and I'll give you something
that makes the walls bleed
and makes trees seem
like a terrible beast
the roots like gnarled teeth
the sky is green
though it should be blue
vision acute
the rooms angles obtuse
music sounds cool
like it's chopped and screwed
but just eat a few
or you could meet your doom
one could lose
one's paradigm
and spend their life
inside a ward for psycho's
but don't be surprised
when your eyes disguise
familiar sights like a light
for unidentified life
September 22
don't get mad at this latest
topic of conversation
and know I'm not racist
by any stretch of the imagination
I found it's quite common
for white people to have a problem
and create all kinds of drama
over Barrack Obama
saying he's not really a black man
cuz he's only half African
and the other half
from some eastern land
the point I argue
"dude, black is a hue
and it's really not cool
to assume youre only black if you -
wear bling and ice
and like your chicken fried
committing heinous crimes
you know the stereotype
I argued all day
til I was blue in the face
but still dude wouldn't change
his topic of debate
topic of conversation
and know I'm not racist
by any stretch of the imagination
I found it's quite common
for white people to have a problem
and create all kinds of drama
over Barrack Obama
saying he's not really a black man
cuz he's only half African
and the other half
from some eastern land
the point I argue
"dude, black is a hue
and it's really not cool
to assume youre only black if you -
wear bling and ice
and like your chicken fried
committing heinous crimes
you know the stereotype
I argued all day
til I was blue in the face
but still dude wouldn't change
his topic of debate
September 21
visiting family
is always a pain
especially in the case
they have a different last name
and they go out of their way
to make you feel strange
ask if you were gay
before you became straight
and through snot and slobber
your girlfriends brothers daughter
asks what happened to the other
boyfriend cuz he was hotter
I'm not lying
it gets more maligned
when we take the family canine
despite the kids crying
calling me the antichrist
as the dog whines and bites
just because mom and dad
don't like the dog in their life
it was quite a weekend
candy couldn't have sweetened
it took angels keepin'
me from going off the deep end
Note: My weekend wasn't that bad, but everything I wrote about did happen!
is always a pain
especially in the case
they have a different last name
and they go out of their way
to make you feel strange
ask if you were gay
before you became straight
and through snot and slobber
your girlfriends brothers daughter
asks what happened to the other
boyfriend cuz he was hotter
I'm not lying
it gets more maligned
when we take the family canine
despite the kids crying
calling me the antichrist
as the dog whines and bites
just because mom and dad
don't like the dog in their life
it was quite a weekend
candy couldn't have sweetened
it took angels keepin'
me from going off the deep end
Note: My weekend wasn't that bad, but everything I wrote about did happen!
Monday, September 22, 2008
september 20
I'm famished
more than average
like the weight of the planet
was my challenge
I could use a sandwhich
with ham and cabbage
sitting as passenger
Jilly the captain
from right hand view
my eyes are glued
vision focused acute
on the town of Butte
we're here to visit
Jilly's brother and sis
and grandma a minute
by the Berkley pit
we went to pawn brokers
and looked among diamond chokers
for classic Nintendo cartridges
with no problems or glitches
then helped babysit
four crazy kids
the first day of our trip
it was intense!
more than average
like the weight of the planet
was my challenge
I could use a sandwhich
with ham and cabbage
sitting as passenger
Jilly the captain
from right hand view
my eyes are glued
vision focused acute
on the town of Butte
we're here to visit
Jilly's brother and sis
and grandma a minute
by the Berkley pit
we went to pawn brokers
and looked among diamond chokers
for classic Nintendo cartridges
with no problems or glitches
then helped babysit
four crazy kids
the first day of our trip
it was intense!
September 19
Today Sid made up his mind
He did not want to write
a single rhyming line
and that is that so goodbye
He did not want to write
a single rhyming line
and that is that so goodbye
September 18
clenched in my grip
as I lightly flick my wrist
the plastic ball clicks
against my fingertips
teeth clenched
hell bent to win
this is the championship
of the beer pong tournament
aim for the back
we make a comeback
then they re-rack
their three cups of Pabst
hypnotized
they miss two times
we hit cups eight and nine
now the game is tied
back and forth
for three or four
rounds or more
an even score
and for a moment
I stopped and focused
on the remaining open
cup and I owned it.
as I lightly flick my wrist
the plastic ball clicks
against my fingertips
teeth clenched
hell bent to win
this is the championship
of the beer pong tournament
aim for the back
we make a comeback
then they re-rack
their three cups of Pabst
hypnotized
they miss two times
we hit cups eight and nine
now the game is tied
back and forth
for three or four
rounds or more
an even score
and for a moment
I stopped and focused
on the remaining open
cup and I owned it.
September 17
Those filled with insecurities
often compensate their worrying
by insulting and hurting me
pointing out little impurities
this is dedicated
to those that hated
cuz the music they made
was the gayness
I'm cool as winterfresh
some say I'm fresh to def
the best thing since sliced bread
despite what Uncle Ned says
who still wets momma's bed
his red neck can't connect
with my dazzling intellect
so he disrespects
I am the shizznit
with a twelve inch stizzick
you are a wizzimp
with a toothpick
throw your insults
like from a catapult
just take it like an adult
when you get it back in bulk
often compensate their worrying
by insulting and hurting me
pointing out little impurities
this is dedicated
to those that hated
cuz the music they made
was the gayness
I'm cool as winterfresh
some say I'm fresh to def
the best thing since sliced bread
despite what Uncle Ned says
who still wets momma's bed
his red neck can't connect
with my dazzling intellect
so he disrespects
I am the shizznit
with a twelve inch stizzick
you are a wizzimp
with a toothpick
throw your insults
like from a catapult
just take it like an adult
when you get it back in bulk
September 16
I can barely breath
it's getting hard to see
anything but a green beam
of light at the end of the scene
light its me against me
like I got too many enemies
to count on two hands
and three feet
believe this white flag
in my hand
is a demonstration
of desperation
for my salvation
perspiration
collecting like condensation
invincible
invisible
indivisible
indispensable
unbeatable
unbreakable
unstoppable
like the flame
of a grenade
laying scarred
in the wake
changed from hate
but I'm not gonna break
whatever it takes
so remember my name
it's getting hard to see
anything but a green beam
of light at the end of the scene
light its me against me
like I got too many enemies
to count on two hands
and three feet
believe this white flag
in my hand
is a demonstration
of desperation
for my salvation
perspiration
collecting like condensation
invincible
invisible
indivisible
indispensable
unbeatable
unbreakable
unstoppable
like the flame
of a grenade
laying scarred
in the wake
changed from hate
but I'm not gonna break
whatever it takes
so remember my name
September 15
This is for my family
this if for my friends
this is for the sins
I've committed against my better judgement
this is for my future
this is for my past
this is for Danny Fine
looking back through the glass
I collapse under pressure
and forget my endeavors
to realize no one will ever
write a more meaningful lecture
this is for those
who turned up their nose
said my flows wouldn't go
into a recording studio
youre never gonna stop us
never gonna break us
you better run
cuz you know you cant face us
this if for my friends
this is for the sins
I've committed against my better judgement
this is for my future
this is for my past
this is for Danny Fine
looking back through the glass
I collapse under pressure
and forget my endeavors
to realize no one will ever
write a more meaningful lecture
this is for those
who turned up their nose
said my flows wouldn't go
into a recording studio
youre never gonna stop us
never gonna break us
you better run
cuz you know you cant face us
September 13
There are people headed to the place
I stay around eight
and I'm supposed to be at Jake's
but I wait
cuz my engine scrapes
thinking "Oh gee great"
grind my teeth to toothpaste
holding back road rage
engine coughs and farts
and then finally starts
I drive home in park
just in time to spark
the party to life
gonna have a good time
thank the red and white
and blue spangled stripes
we got faded first
then we got faded worse
until we nearly burst
and got put into a Herse
then we got blazed,
laughed the night away
Eric and I and Dave
showing 'em how to misbehave
I stay around eight
and I'm supposed to be at Jake's
but I wait
cuz my engine scrapes
thinking "Oh gee great"
grind my teeth to toothpaste
holding back road rage
engine coughs and farts
and then finally starts
I drive home in park
just in time to spark
the party to life
gonna have a good time
thank the red and white
and blue spangled stripes
we got faded first
then we got faded worse
until we nearly burst
and got put into a Herse
then we got blazed,
laughed the night away
Eric and I and Dave
showing 'em how to misbehave
September 12
the message 'you lose'
accompanied by annoying doodles
for what seems near a google
years plus a snickerdoodle
turn off the Xbox two
throw the controller across the room
these games that are new school
fail to keep me amused
so I went to a place
not too far away
that specialized in the trade
of classic video games
Mario, Road Rage
MK with Johnny Cage
games from back in the day
that are still B.A.
I truly insist
Nintendo or Genesis
are the ultimate
gaming systems
so I spent two cents
on the Nintendo classic
with the intent
of getting jiggy with it
accompanied by annoying doodles
for what seems near a google
years plus a snickerdoodle
turn off the Xbox two
throw the controller across the room
these games that are new school
fail to keep me amused
so I went to a place
not too far away
that specialized in the trade
of classic video games
Mario, Road Rage
MK with Johnny Cage
games from back in the day
that are still B.A.
I truly insist
Nintendo or Genesis
are the ultimate
gaming systems
so I spent two cents
on the Nintendo classic
with the intent
of getting jiggy with it
September 14
So recently I experienced
someone quite experienced
getting quite serious
with someone inexperienced
ya it might sound crazy
but some are interested in babies
just beware of baby rabies
and other kinds of scabies
it might be considered a felony
three to five your penalty
white, asian, native, or ebony
you should practice celibacy
I'm not a qualified judge
but if you find yourself stuck
cuz she said she was twenty one
but she's wearing blue make up
and now she's in love
because you're here first one
you know somethings up
dude run!
pray daddy's not a cop
cuz he'll prolly pop off
like the Lil Wayne song
she licked the lollipop
someone quite experienced
getting quite serious
with someone inexperienced
ya it might sound crazy
but some are interested in babies
just beware of baby rabies
and other kinds of scabies
it might be considered a felony
three to five your penalty
white, asian, native, or ebony
you should practice celibacy
I'm not a qualified judge
but if you find yourself stuck
cuz she said she was twenty one
but she's wearing blue make up
and now she's in love
because you're here first one
you know somethings up
dude run!
pray daddy's not a cop
cuz he'll prolly pop off
like the Lil Wayne song
she licked the lollipop
Thursday, September 18, 2008
September 11
S-T-double-O-
P-I-D
Stupid
that's what they're calling me
stupid
not that I'm necessarily
stupid
it's just how I'm behaving
stupid
thanks for the compliment
stupid
the 'S' on my chest represents
stupid
so I don't take offense
stupid
wont get bent or slit my wrists
you are dumb
dumb dumb
you are dumb
dumb dumb
You can hear this song featuring Cubie D on my Soundclick page at www.soundclick.com/siditious
P-I-D
Stupid
that's what they're calling me
stupid
not that I'm necessarily
stupid
it's just how I'm behaving
stupid
thanks for the compliment
stupid
the 'S' on my chest represents
stupid
so I don't take offense
stupid
wont get bent or slit my wrists
you are dumb
dumb dumb
you are dumb
dumb dumb
You can hear this song featuring Cubie D on my Soundclick page at www.soundclick.com/siditious
September 10
I woke up
then toked up
a bowl up
Fruit Roll Up
it's cold out
a slow puff
of smoke dust
floats up
I focus
like Hocus Pokus
how the government
controls us
I remember they told us
resistance
is hopeless
from third person
I'm disconcerted
in this human circus
what's my purpose?
like rebirth
today I learned
I could change the earth
with just my words
then toked up
a bowl up
Fruit Roll Up
it's cold out
a slow puff
of smoke dust
floats up
I focus
like Hocus Pokus
how the government
controls us
I remember they told us
resistance
is hopeless
from third person
I'm disconcerted
in this human circus
what's my purpose?
like rebirth
today I learned
I could change the earth
with just my words
September 9
This is for my family
this is for my friends
this is for the sins
I've committed against better judgement
this is for my future
this is for my past
this is for Danny Fine
who passed by his own hands
I collapse under the pressure
and forget my endeavors
to realize no one will ever
write a more meaningful lecture
this is for those
who turned up their nose
and said my flows wouldn't go
into a recording studio
I dreamed
I was married
and had three
little me's
but the theme
of the peice
is nothings as it seems
in your dreams
this is for my friends
this is for the sins
I've committed against better judgement
this is for my future
this is for my past
this is for Danny Fine
who passed by his own hands
I collapse under the pressure
and forget my endeavors
to realize no one will ever
write a more meaningful lecture
this is for those
who turned up their nose
and said my flows wouldn't go
into a recording studio
I dreamed
I was married
and had three
little me's
but the theme
of the peice
is nothings as it seems
in your dreams
Thursday, September 11, 2008
September 8
watch your every step every move
says the text from a noob
when the truth is
I just beat mega man 2 before noon
and drank a case of Mountain Dew too
now wait or I'll cntrl-alt-delete your face
I'm like OS X Great
and youre like Windows 98
clip on pen
and a pocket with contact lenses
tic-tac mintses
for a sexy stoner chick
who digs my intellect
and my disrespect
for dicks and preps
who get the letter F
cuz they couldn't pay
me to take the test
youre in denile
and can you believe it's
more than a river in Egypt
L 3 3 T
thats what your mom told me
I'm L 3 3 T
you N 0 0 B
says the text from a noob
when the truth is
I just beat mega man 2 before noon
and drank a case of Mountain Dew too
now wait or I'll cntrl-alt-delete your face
I'm like OS X Great
and youre like Windows 98
clip on pen
and a pocket with contact lenses
tic-tac mintses
for a sexy stoner chick
who digs my intellect
and my disrespect
for dicks and preps
who get the letter F
cuz they couldn't pay
me to take the test
youre in denile
and can you believe it's
more than a river in Egypt
L 3 3 T
thats what your mom told me
I'm L 3 3 T
you N 0 0 B
September 7
Hernia then rupture
my abdomen is punctured
cuz our convo's less than punctual
our voices mimic thunder
feels like I'm standing under
total cloud cover
happiness is coveted
happiness through another
meteors then destroy
every convoy I employ
to attempt to entertain her
but it's null and void
she avoids to say okay
we both are to blame
her outbursts are blatant
wait
I wanna be alone tonight
I wanna sleep dont wanna fight
I wanna be alone tonight
I wanna sleep dont wanna fight
a break
for the sake
of our relate
ionship okay
a break
cuz at this rate
we'll hate
eachothers face
my abdomen is punctured
cuz our convo's less than punctual
our voices mimic thunder
feels like I'm standing under
total cloud cover
happiness is coveted
happiness through another
meteors then destroy
every convoy I employ
to attempt to entertain her
but it's null and void
she avoids to say okay
we both are to blame
her outbursts are blatant
wait
I wanna be alone tonight
I wanna sleep dont wanna fight
I wanna be alone tonight
I wanna sleep dont wanna fight
a break
for the sake
of our relate
ionship okay
a break
cuz at this rate
we'll hate
eachothers face
September 6
We're floating
above the stars
we're floating
above the boulevard
we're floating
in eachothers arms
floating
it's suspended
animation
exhileration
anticipation
then complacence
then impatience
then ultimate sensation
then condemnation
for this conversation
I'm so high
like a jet
aboard the midnight
to heaven express
her undressed chest
depresses
as she expresses
the need for a breath
above the stars
we're floating
above the boulevard
we're floating
in eachothers arms
floating
it's suspended
animation
exhileration
anticipation
then complacence
then impatience
then ultimate sensation
then condemnation
for this conversation
I'm so high
like a jet
aboard the midnight
to heaven express
her undressed chest
depresses
as she expresses
the need for a breath
September 5
Ever since the first time
we ever met
I remember it like
you never left
watching the street light
dancing on her dress
reflection in her eyes
I remember best
between the games we played
driving me insane
I let him take you away
let love turn to hate
and swore I'd make him pay
for the way I felt
I can't deal
with the hand I was dealt
it seems like a lifetime I've waited
to pay you back
and now here we stand
man to man
I can feel it coming in the air tonight
hold on
I've been waiting for this moment, all my life
oh lord
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we ever met
I remember it like
you never left
watching the street light
dancing on her dress
reflection in her eyes
I remember best
between the games we played
driving me insane
I let him take you away
let love turn to hate
and swore I'd make him pay
for the way I felt
I can't deal
with the hand I was dealt
it seems like a lifetime I've waited
to pay you back
and now here we stand
man to man
I can feel it coming in the air tonight
hold on
I've been waiting for this moment, all my life
oh lord
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September 4
I know it sounds generic
but I'm not embarassed to admit it
chillin' with Aaron and Eric
I stare at the wall for a minute
and envision a scared
ghetto white kid unprepared
whose skinner than Jared
his parents embarassed to admit
their kids spittin' on hats and bass
such a waste of talent they claim
I wish he'd learn to play
real music for a change
his age and wage in the way
of achieving fame
he'd train for the day
the game was his to take
looking back at years past
like how'd I make it here
no guide no map
just a mic and backpack
been through fire and flames
hurt and heartache
sane and insane
snow, sleet, and rain
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but I'm not embarassed to admit it
chillin' with Aaron and Eric
I stare at the wall for a minute
and envision a scared
ghetto white kid unprepared
whose skinner than Jared
his parents embarassed to admit
their kids spittin' on hats and bass
such a waste of talent they claim
I wish he'd learn to play
real music for a change
his age and wage in the way
of achieving fame
he'd train for the day
the game was his to take
looking back at years past
like how'd I make it here
no guide no map
just a mic and backpack
been through fire and flames
hurt and heartache
sane and insane
snow, sleet, and rain
to hear the finished version of 'Biography' check out my Soundclick page at http://www.soundclick.com/siditious
September 3
this is the real world
you don't see on TV
it's far too obscene
for anyone to see
preach there's no such thing
as death and disease
cuz that's what you wanna believe
please
we're just sitting here singing
in a brand new Lamborghini
girls in string bikini's
leather seats and a CD
of me
the S-I-D
I-T
I-O-U-S
you see
and at the end of the scene
when you're coughing and wheezing
barely even breathing
a soap opera on the TV
catchline is repeating
echoing through the evening
steadily beating
words with no meaning
you don't see on TV
it's far too obscene
for anyone to see
preach there's no such thing
as death and disease
cuz that's what you wanna believe
please
we're just sitting here singing
in a brand new Lamborghini
girls in string bikini's
leather seats and a CD
of me
the S-I-D
I-T
I-O-U-S
you see
and at the end of the scene
when you're coughing and wheezing
barely even breathing
a soap opera on the TV
catchline is repeating
echoing through the evening
steadily beating
words with no meaning
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
September 2
her eyes are open
as she's kissing me then leaving
I'm trying to find meaning
in this house of dead dreams
the walls are bleeding
her words are misleading
try to believe she's not cheating
but I feel like I'm competing
who is she talking to?
what is she gonna do?
where is she going to?
and why wont she tell me the truth?
I've been down this road before
torn and weatherworn
How can she say she adores
me then walk right out the door
same as the night before
I consider myself warned
since I can't consider myself informed
I wish I was an Astronaut
so I could take off
and make all of this stop
shaking like I got shocked
by a Kilowatt
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as she's kissing me then leaving
I'm trying to find meaning
in this house of dead dreams
the walls are bleeding
her words are misleading
try to believe she's not cheating
but I feel like I'm competing
who is she talking to?
what is she gonna do?
where is she going to?
and why wont she tell me the truth?
I've been down this road before
torn and weatherworn
How can she say she adores
me then walk right out the door
same as the night before
I consider myself warned
since I can't consider myself informed
I wish I was an Astronaut
so I could take off
and make all of this stop
shaking like I got shocked
by a Kilowatt
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September 1
-The Guardian-
This right here
is the turning point
turn and point
look at ya boy
selling joy through a needle point
it's disjoint
then he points
a 44 between the teeth
of his brother
family couldn't even sleep
cuz of dreams
that the seed they sow
lays and bleeds
on the streets in the afterglow
he goes home
under green traffic post
please pray for his soul
look up in the sky
on a gray night near twilight
behind ya sirens cry
and deep inside you realize
run and hide's
your only chance to survive
This right here
is the turning point
turn and point
look at ya boy
selling joy through a needle point
it's disjoint
then he points
a 44 between the teeth
of his brother
family couldn't even sleep
cuz of dreams
that the seed they sow
lays and bleeds
on the streets in the afterglow
he goes home
under green traffic post
please pray for his soul
look up in the sky
on a gray night near twilight
behind ya sirens cry
and deep inside you realize
run and hide's
your only chance to survive
Monday, September 1, 2008
August 29
It's seven ten
A.M. and my head
feels heavier than lead
fed through a paper shred
which means my word
I'm in a world of hurt
and I have to work
where is my shirt
the more pressing query
which is really quite scary
is how did I make it
to my bed where I'm buried?
all I can recollect
is being at Kyles for a sec
dont know how I left
and got to my bed
so I call Eric and check
and he doesn't answer
cuz he's probably dead
that's my best guess
there's two things I know
number one I gotta go
to work like a Little Caesars ho
number two: last night was out of control
A.M. and my head
feels heavier than lead
fed through a paper shred
which means my word
I'm in a world of hurt
and I have to work
where is my shirt
the more pressing query
which is really quite scary
is how did I make it
to my bed where I'm buried?
all I can recollect
is being at Kyles for a sec
dont know how I left
and got to my bed
so I call Eric and check
and he doesn't answer
cuz he's probably dead
that's my best guess
there's two things I know
number one I gotta go
to work like a Little Caesars ho
number two: last night was out of control
August 28
It's slightly past midnight
as we arrive at the site
I'm trippin' and high
and the nights just come to life
upon stepping into the place
I see the party is crazy
and Kyle the great
hands me a Baileys
then gives me a shot
of Goldshlager vodka
then gives me another shot
this could be a problem
then Eric wants a shot
at playing some pong
and I'm so gone
I'm just like "Game on!"
and of course we lost
my technique a joke
at this point of the night
all I can do is smoke
so that's where we go
into the lounge you know
enjoying the party thats
blissfully out of control
as we arrive at the site
I'm trippin' and high
and the nights just come to life
upon stepping into the place
I see the party is crazy
and Kyle the great
hands me a Baileys
then gives me a shot
of Goldshlager vodka
then gives me another shot
this could be a problem
then Eric wants a shot
at playing some pong
and I'm so gone
I'm just like "Game on!"
and of course we lost
my technique a joke
at this point of the night
all I can do is smoke
so that's where we go
into the lounge you know
enjoying the party thats
blissfully out of control
August 27
bottles all around
bottles in my hands
feeling like a million grand
in a tight rubber band
I pop a Xanax
"What's it do?" I ask
everyone just laughs
and then puff, puff, pass
a jay of good herb
my cell phone can be heard
"ello?" is my answer
and it's my man Malerk
He's like "What's up man
I suggest you pack your bags
and get your ass over here fast"
"Man I'm shit-canned!"
but Eric perks up
he's like "I'm sober enough"
so we jump in his truck
and go off to get drunk
which is right about when
the Xanax kicks in
and it feels like I did
a line of Heroin
P.S. the last bit about Heroin is completely speculative. I do not use H nor do I recommend the use of it to anyone.
bottles in my hands
feeling like a million grand
in a tight rubber band
I pop a Xanax
"What's it do?" I ask
everyone just laughs
and then puff, puff, pass
a jay of good herb
my cell phone can be heard
"ello?" is my answer
and it's my man Malerk
He's like "What's up man
I suggest you pack your bags
and get your ass over here fast"
"Man I'm shit-canned!"
but Eric perks up
he's like "I'm sober enough"
so we jump in his truck
and go off to get drunk
which is right about when
the Xanax kicks in
and it feels like I did
a line of Heroin
P.S. the last bit about Heroin is completely speculative. I do not use H nor do I recommend the use of it to anyone.
August 30
picture the stage
punk rock plays
neon green shades
on the dude playing bass
Caras park is the place
where is me and Jake
they bike and skate
and kayak Brennans wave
and we take a shoot
for What Do I Mean to You
for a view of the Zou
for all of Youtube
then I flip the lens shut
and with my fabulous luck
the camera slipped out of touch
and I muttered shux
but it wasn't shux
it just rhymed with shux
and my camera blew up
like it had spontaneously combust
it hasn't been a week
now it's shattered on the street
in many more than one peice
woe is me
punk rock plays
neon green shades
on the dude playing bass
Caras park is the place
where is me and Jake
they bike and skate
and kayak Brennans wave
and we take a shoot
for What Do I Mean to You
for a view of the Zou
for all of Youtube
then I flip the lens shut
and with my fabulous luck
the camera slipped out of touch
and I muttered shux
but it wasn't shux
it just rhymed with shux
and my camera blew up
like it had spontaneously combust
it hasn't been a week
now it's shattered on the street
in many more than one peice
woe is me
Thursday, August 28, 2008
August 26
we're dousing an office seat
with gasoline and carosine
Eric, Jillibean, and me
then we're running from the scene
being spotted by police
they alert the team
as we're escaping the scene
we hear the sirens scream
a nearby father and daughter
are particularly bothered
judging by the way the hollers
and shakes his knuckles
strap on your seatbuckle
we're driving through honey suckles
like we stole the Carbuncle
from the middle of the jungle
and Erics only thought
is if we got the shot
running from the cops
trying not to get caught
Don't worry I got it
I say pulling into parking pocket
now the only problem
is getting the camera...I forgot it
with gasoline and carosine
Eric, Jillibean, and me
then we're running from the scene
being spotted by police
they alert the team
as we're escaping the scene
we hear the sirens scream
a nearby father and daughter
are particularly bothered
judging by the way the hollers
and shakes his knuckles
strap on your seatbuckle
we're driving through honey suckles
like we stole the Carbuncle
from the middle of the jungle
and Erics only thought
is if we got the shot
running from the cops
trying not to get caught
Don't worry I got it
I say pulling into parking pocket
now the only problem
is getting the camera...I forgot it
August 25
so here I am
writing again
pen in my hand
writing again
my Pentel RSVP
is drying again
I snap it angrily
for drying again
it's a little gloomy
under this lighting I'm in
I get moody
in lighting like this
nobody reads these
aside from my friends
the inks leaking
down the side of my pen
feeling congested
I sit on the can
still taking suggestions
as I sit on the can
as to the rhyme
I'm writing again
it's my Hyphy life
I'm writing again
writing again
pen in my hand
writing again
my Pentel RSVP
is drying again
I snap it angrily
for drying again
it's a little gloomy
under this lighting I'm in
I get moody
in lighting like this
nobody reads these
aside from my friends
the inks leaking
down the side of my pen
feeling congested
I sit on the can
still taking suggestions
as I sit on the can
as to the rhyme
I'm writing again
it's my Hyphy life
I'm writing again
August 24
My throats dry like
a Sahara night
my pipelines are as ripe
as dried french fries
cooked on high
ten to five
too long despite
the manager shouting "Fire!"
mucus is coming out
like Lance Bass from the closet
it's dripping down my mouth
like a broken faucet
my head feels as light
as a hummingbird mid-flight
and it feels like spikes
are probing behind my eyes
being sick sucks
like getting hit by a truck
and then getting dumped
and then getting jumped
bu a raving bum
then getting stun-gunned
and then getting punched
all at once
a Sahara night
my pipelines are as ripe
as dried french fries
cooked on high
ten to five
too long despite
the manager shouting "Fire!"
mucus is coming out
like Lance Bass from the closet
it's dripping down my mouth
like a broken faucet
my head feels as light
as a hummingbird mid-flight
and it feels like spikes
are probing behind my eyes
being sick sucks
like getting hit by a truck
and then getting dumped
and then getting jumped
bu a raving bum
then getting stun-gunned
and then getting punched
all at once
August 23
I got a new bong
not long like King Kong
in the shape of a shlong
it's shaped like a bomb
and it hits me quite strong
and does my head wrong
even Cheech and Chong
would be calmed
I followed the footsteps
of Jilly and Jeff
from one shop to the next
checking all kinds of heads
until we stumbled across
one with golden gloss
skulls and cross-bones
and that was the one I bought
and took it home to be tested
and it was quite a present
that took me right to heaven
and then to Seven Eleven
cuz I had the munchies
oh man was I hungry
so ya in case you were wondering
that's what happened on the 23
not long like King Kong
in the shape of a shlong
it's shaped like a bomb
and it hits me quite strong
and does my head wrong
even Cheech and Chong
would be calmed
I followed the footsteps
of Jilly and Jeff
from one shop to the next
checking all kinds of heads
until we stumbled across
one with golden gloss
skulls and cross-bones
and that was the one I bought
and took it home to be tested
and it was quite a present
that took me right to heaven
and then to Seven Eleven
cuz I had the munchies
oh man was I hungry
so ya in case you were wondering
that's what happened on the 23
August 22
"You're going straight to Hell"
that's what they tell me
those who are helping
ensure the babies melting
Jake's got the cam
trying not to laugh
like an outright maniac
in a room of laughing gas
Eric and I are wearing rags
like a Gihad from Iraq
as he passionately stabs
the baby doll in the back
corn syrup and red dye
fly all over my white nikes
but it can't mask the delight
of killing something not alive
I clean up a lil'
and then we just chill
pass Jake a bill
to get some Coors and Mill's
then we discuss
the finishing touches
cuz if hell is my judgement
might as well have fun then
that's what they tell me
those who are helping
ensure the babies melting
Jake's got the cam
trying not to laugh
like an outright maniac
in a room of laughing gas
Eric and I are wearing rags
like a Gihad from Iraq
as he passionately stabs
the baby doll in the back
corn syrup and red dye
fly all over my white nikes
but it can't mask the delight
of killing something not alive
I clean up a lil'
and then we just chill
pass Jake a bill
to get some Coors and Mill's
then we discuss
the finishing touches
cuz if hell is my judgement
might as well have fun then
August 21
Walking down white tiled aisle
past assorted movie titles
a generic screen by Ilo
displaying American Idol
like a knight my quest
to find the best
price to invest
and the clerk suggests
a Sony HDD2
which is an excellent tool
with 100X zoom
and it records in true
1080p high
with a 3CCD eye
the only thing more alive
is real life
but as sweet as it seems
I don't have the cheese
to drop near a G
even for 3 CCDs
so I went with a bland brand
just got a Handy Cam
if you look at it the way I am
They are both from Japan
past assorted movie titles
a generic screen by Ilo
displaying American Idol
like a knight my quest
to find the best
price to invest
and the clerk suggests
a Sony HDD2
which is an excellent tool
with 100X zoom
and it records in true
1080p high
with a 3CCD eye
the only thing more alive
is real life
but as sweet as it seems
I don't have the cheese
to drop near a G
even for 3 CCDs
so I went with a bland brand
just got a Handy Cam
if you look at it the way I am
They are both from Japan
August 20
the people all chant
how I am a bamf
and if your IQ can't grasp
the abbreviation, ask
and you'll discover
it's a bad ass mother trucker
sucka emcee
the bamf is me
I don't need cheese
to be such an O.G.
I've got teeth made of gold
you're denchured and old
my stick is a pole
and yours is more like a mole
the mothertruckin fact
is that I'm a bamf
with a swelling sack
get back, get back
verbally delicious
I get all the misses
they call me Dishes
a.k.a. Siditious
how I am a bamf
and if your IQ can't grasp
the abbreviation, ask
and you'll discover
it's a bad ass mother trucker
sucka emcee
the bamf is me
I don't need cheese
to be such an O.G.
I've got teeth made of gold
you're denchured and old
my stick is a pole
and yours is more like a mole
the mothertruckin fact
is that I'm a bamf
with a swelling sack
get back, get back
verbally delicious
I get all the misses
they call me Dishes
a.k.a. Siditious
August 19
the glorious mountain line
rises and spikes like
the music from Joe's Ipod device
equalized before our eyes
I'm surprised at the event
of a passerby being sent
careening into a ditch
via head on accident
it's inhabitants location
our place of destination
a Silverwood vacation
for Eric, Joe, David, me, and Clayton
in rotation at higher elevation
than the Russian space station
with less gravitation
and more stomach agitation
nearing a hundred degrees
we head to boulder beach
to ride the lazy reef
behind a team in bikini briefs
feeling quite tarnished
we head to the olive garden
discuss the territories charted
then it's back to where we started
P.S. this was an extremely eventful day that could have easily filled three rhyme diaries, I unfortunately had to limit it to this very straightforward diary
rises and spikes like
the music from Joe's Ipod device
equalized before our eyes
I'm surprised at the event
of a passerby being sent
careening into a ditch
via head on accident
it's inhabitants location
our place of destination
a Silverwood vacation
for Eric, Joe, David, me, and Clayton
in rotation at higher elevation
than the Russian space station
with less gravitation
and more stomach agitation
nearing a hundred degrees
we head to boulder beach
to ride the lazy reef
behind a team in bikini briefs
feeling quite tarnished
we head to the olive garden
discuss the territories charted
then it's back to where we started
P.S. this was an extremely eventful day that could have easily filled three rhyme diaries, I unfortunately had to limit it to this very straightforward diary
August 18
to my dearest reader
I couldn't apologize sweeter
for the lack of rhyming meter
in my hyphy rhyme theater
I hope you aren't offended
it was not my intention
to solicit your attention
with my hyphy life invention
but with that being said
I blame the internet
lacking ability to connect
to the World Wide Web
from hence forth I'll do my best
keeping current up to the sec
while staying fresh with new depth
for all ages of whatever sex
and if you simply cannot handle
being without my rhyming rambles
than you may simply cancel
reading these delectable samples
your feedback is welcome
more often than seldom
I'm not Willie Nelson
I'm Siditious
I couldn't apologize sweeter
for the lack of rhyming meter
in my hyphy rhyme theater
I hope you aren't offended
it was not my intention
to solicit your attention
with my hyphy life invention
but with that being said
I blame the internet
lacking ability to connect
to the World Wide Web
from hence forth I'll do my best
keeping current up to the sec
while staying fresh with new depth
for all ages of whatever sex
and if you simply cannot handle
being without my rhyming rambles
than you may simply cancel
reading these delectable samples
your feedback is welcome
more often than seldom
I'm not Willie Nelson
I'm Siditious
August 17
it's the next day
and I wait on this porch
to pray for a way
to soften her retorts
she won't answer my calls
or open her door
oh my Lord
it's near four in the morn
and my apologies
are piling sloppily
losing quality
in mad quantity
my efforts seem hopeless
uncomfortably dozing
my heart is near broken
when the door creaks open
her pretty face
twisted in rage
and I start to say
"I've been thinking all day
and I realized the truth
is I'd rather turn blue
or die from the bird flu
than be without you
and I wait on this porch
to pray for a way
to soften her retorts
she won't answer my calls
or open her door
oh my Lord
it's near four in the morn
and my apologies
are piling sloppily
losing quality
in mad quantity
my efforts seem hopeless
uncomfortably dozing
my heart is near broken
when the door creaks open
her pretty face
twisted in rage
and I start to say
"I've been thinking all day
and I realized the truth
is I'd rather turn blue
or die from the bird flu
than be without you
August 16
My hearts palpitating
irritated from instigating
times evaporating
tensions elevating
my heart it starts
to tear apart
not a Hallmark card
could pardon or discard
this feeling on the boulevard
a picturesque striped car
parked sloppily door part
ajar, the meadowlarks
bark, the repetition
similar to me hitting send
and with precision
she's hitting end, end
I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I'm dumb and naive
I'm sorry I'm sorry
let me in please
neighbors peak out their screens
as I sit in defeat
feeling like a creep
in need of Jillibean
irritated from instigating
times evaporating
tensions elevating
my heart it starts
to tear apart
not a Hallmark card
could pardon or discard
this feeling on the boulevard
a picturesque striped car
parked sloppily door part
ajar, the meadowlarks
bark, the repetition
similar to me hitting send
and with precision
she's hitting end, end
I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I'm dumb and naive
I'm sorry I'm sorry
let me in please
neighbors peak out their screens
as I sit in defeat
feeling like a creep
in need of Jillibean
August 15
the stress hits my brain
like acid rain drops
filling up the space
until the membrane pops
my favorite strain
of Mary Jane may contain
novacane under flame
to make the pain stop
aimlessly I walk
stopping in random shops
trying to find a spot
to recollect my thoughts
gotta pause to think
what I want and need
it seems I've lost that thing
my Jillibean
gotta take a day off
just to pause
and scratch my thoughts
for what I really want
gotta take a day off
just to pause
and scratch my thoughts
for what I really want
P.S. yes I repeated the last four lines twice, it was for repetition and not out of laziness okay
like acid rain drops
filling up the space
until the membrane pops
my favorite strain
of Mary Jane may contain
novacane under flame
to make the pain stop
aimlessly I walk
stopping in random shops
trying to find a spot
to recollect my thoughts
gotta pause to think
what I want and need
it seems I've lost that thing
my Jillibean
gotta take a day off
just to pause
and scratch my thoughts
for what I really want
gotta take a day off
just to pause
and scratch my thoughts
for what I really want
P.S. yes I repeated the last four lines twice, it was for repetition and not out of laziness okay
August 14
the setting a crowded
University cafeteria
I'm drinking Power-aid
that's colder than Siberia
what's the criteria?
Dad's equipping me
with his experience
and the days clear enough
to his the green
of the folfing scene
and throw eighteen holes
just Dad and me
curving Innova frisbees
through gaps in the trees
I'm surprised to see
his expertise
and it's sad to see
my family leave
but it's how it has to be
so I happily
embrace the change
and seize the day
to say drive safe
and thanks for everything
University cafeteria
I'm drinking Power-aid
that's colder than Siberia
what's the criteria?
Dad's equipping me
with his experience
and the days clear enough
to his the green
of the folfing scene
and throw eighteen holes
just Dad and me
curving Innova frisbees
through gaps in the trees
I'm surprised to see
his expertise
and it's sad to see
my family leave
but it's how it has to be
so I happily
embrace the change
and seize the day
to say drive safe
and thanks for everything
August 13
I wish I could fly
let white Nikes glide
from gray street side
to silver skies
but I'm just a dude
with no rocket boots
or cool attributes
like Dr. Doom
I wish I was a genius
who was well endowed
but it's quite grievous
to see I'm just a clown
whose not world renown
like James Brown
with gown and crown
the king of funky town
I wish I was invincible
invisible
indivisible
indispensable
wish I was the principle
CEO or president
to set the precedent
but I'm just human
let white Nikes glide
from gray street side
to silver skies
but I'm just a dude
with no rocket boots
or cool attributes
like Dr. Doom
I wish I was a genius
who was well endowed
but it's quite grievous
to see I'm just a clown
whose not world renown
like James Brown
with gown and crown
the king of funky town
I wish I was invincible
invisible
indivisible
indispensable
wish I was the principle
CEO or president
to set the precedent
but I'm just human
August 12
watch your step
and do your best
to catch your breath
let the world catch up
mustard and ketchup
pickles and relish
I kinda need to vent
I feel like a monkeywrench
Eric and I went
to the demo derby to vent
watch some rims get bent
and twisted worthless
but the tension in my chest
caused from stress
has yet to defect
and in retrospect yes
I didn't handle things the best, true
that I will confess to
now I'm in a depressed mood
maybe I just need some rest dude
I'll catch up with you tommorow
just need to sleep and think
I'll catch up with you tommorow
once I figure out things
and do your best
to catch your breath
let the world catch up
mustard and ketchup
pickles and relish
I kinda need to vent
I feel like a monkeywrench
Eric and I went
to the demo derby to vent
watch some rims get bent
and twisted worthless
but the tension in my chest
caused from stress
has yet to defect
and in retrospect yes
I didn't handle things the best, true
that I will confess to
now I'm in a depressed mood
maybe I just need some rest dude
I'll catch up with you tommorow
just need to sleep and think
I'll catch up with you tommorow
once I figure out things
August 11
I slam the door to the bath
and the shower rack collapses
and glass crashes
into crystal fragments
try to clean the ashes
then slip under the stream
of shower water to clean me
which is like three hundred degrees
meanwhile I hear a door creak
and sneak a peak
right before Jilly leaves
the last time we will meet
and the allusion exceeds
the confines of the week
this relation has peaked
and met defeat
I'd still like to try
but why?
deep inside I realize
it's time to say goodbye
thanks for everything
it was amazing
it's getting hard to think
must be going crazy
and the shower rack collapses
and glass crashes
into crystal fragments
try to clean the ashes
then slip under the stream
of shower water to clean me
which is like three hundred degrees
meanwhile I hear a door creak
and sneak a peak
right before Jilly leaves
the last time we will meet
and the allusion exceeds
the confines of the week
this relation has peaked
and met defeat
I'd still like to try
but why?
deep inside I realize
it's time to say goodbye
thanks for everything
it was amazing
it's getting hard to think
must be going crazy
August 10
Hobo Joe
has no home
he roams alone
in search of gold
I told Hobo Joe
to hit the road
but Hobo Joe
came back fo' mo'
he was in the war
he emplores
he swore and swore
it's why he's poor
you hobo dick
hit the road quick
I'm getting pissed
controlling my fists
"just twenty five cents
and I'll get" he insists
but I know his tricks
these bums are sick
I hold the phone
with the dial tone
and Hobo Joe knows
it's time to go
has no home
he roams alone
in search of gold
I told Hobo Joe
to hit the road
but Hobo Joe
came back fo' mo'
he was in the war
he emplores
he swore and swore
it's why he's poor
you hobo dick
hit the road quick
I'm getting pissed
controlling my fists
"just twenty five cents
and I'll get" he insists
but I know his tricks
these bums are sick
I hold the phone
with the dial tone
and Hobo Joe knows
it's time to go
August 9
Running down endless stairs
broken down from wear
as I step down they tear
and float away like feathers
suspended in air
blinded by the moons glare
I crash at a fair
but there's no one anywhere
but an AK grippin' M&M
whose quite unsensitive
I find out as I'm pistol whipped
for no apparent reason
defenseless against
his intense intent
my doom is emminent
hidden behind electric fence
I can sense him closing
in, hear the tip-toeing
wakes me in the morning
feeling lightheaded
and somewhat flustered
I eat new Just Bunches
with no Honey Clusters
(the perfect environment to read this rhyme diary would be listening to Postal Service or Boards of Canada immediately after watching the movie Paprika)
broken down from wear
as I step down they tear
and float away like feathers
suspended in air
blinded by the moons glare
I crash at a fair
but there's no one anywhere
but an AK grippin' M&M
whose quite unsensitive
I find out as I'm pistol whipped
for no apparent reason
defenseless against
his intense intent
my doom is emminent
hidden behind electric fence
I can sense him closing
in, hear the tip-toeing
wakes me in the morning
feeling lightheaded
and somewhat flustered
I eat new Just Bunches
with no Honey Clusters
(the perfect environment to read this rhyme diary would be listening to Postal Service or Boards of Canada immediately after watching the movie Paprika)
8-8-08
the blue sky assumes
my convoluted mood
muddled and confused
like the melting cumulus
I swear and cuss just
before my head combusts
my brain in pain
when it rains it dumps
the words goodbye
slice and cut
I wanna say goodbye but...
I'll see you at lunch
staring at the television
my eyes cemented
to the opening of the olympics
trying to pay attention
embarassed I haven't mentioned
even a single sentence
of how 8-8-08
is my moms birthdate
and I think we should make
the most of today
no complaints just appreciate
8-8-08
my convoluted mood
muddled and confused
like the melting cumulus
I swear and cuss just
before my head combusts
my brain in pain
when it rains it dumps
the words goodbye
slice and cut
I wanna say goodbye but...
I'll see you at lunch
staring at the television
my eyes cemented
to the opening of the olympics
trying to pay attention
embarassed I haven't mentioned
even a single sentence
of how 8-8-08
is my moms birthdate
and I think we should make
the most of today
no complaints just appreciate
8-8-08
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
AUGUST 6
The smell of cotton candy
mixed with hot dogs and brandy
my toes are sandy
ehibit attendant handing
out scrumptious free treats
and nifty chains for free
that read
come see our sheep
but I'd rather embark
to a part with the art
of homegrown artichoke hearts
then to bumper cars
and the hammer shark
until after dark
the starlit park
filled with country guitar
the Nitty Gritty Dirt Band
whose fans lined the trash cans
with empty Pabst cans
as they square danced
(I had to rewrite this stupid poem four times because my internet kept bailing out)
mixed with hot dogs and brandy
my toes are sandy
ehibit attendant handing
out scrumptious free treats
and nifty chains for free
that read
come see our sheep
but I'd rather embark
to a part with the art
of homegrown artichoke hearts
then to bumper cars
and the hammer shark
until after dark
the starlit park
filled with country guitar
the Nitty Gritty Dirt Band
whose fans lined the trash cans
with empty Pabst cans
as they square danced
(I had to rewrite this stupid poem four times because my internet kept bailing out)
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
August 5
Floating down the river
with a professional stripper
sippin' on a Pibber
spoiling my liver
we were just on the creek
on black rubber seats
bathing in Vitamin D
beyond necessity
bouncing with the current
as our skin starts burning
we hit some fast currents
and I'm in the water gurglin'
bouncing off rocks
I get clocked in the noggin'
there's 15 seconds of darkness
like Michael Jackson's closet
Want a beer
a what?
a beer!
is it cold?
of course its cold
and I was sold
feeling ninety years old
after such an intense float
with a professional stripper
sippin' on a Pibber
spoiling my liver
we were just on the creek
on black rubber seats
bathing in Vitamin D
beyond necessity
bouncing with the current
as our skin starts burning
we hit some fast currents
and I'm in the water gurglin'
bouncing off rocks
I get clocked in the noggin'
there's 15 seconds of darkness
like Michael Jackson's closet
Want a beer
a what?
a beer!
is it cold?
of course its cold
and I was sold
feeling ninety years old
after such an intense float
August 4
Gordon pumps his hands
as his son hits a grand slam
into the stands
to crown them regional champs
and in an instant no sound
is drowned by crowds freaking out
in the stands feet pound
and he's on a cloud
his little league dream
comes to a screech
for all but the other team
it's all over
grow another year older
the shoulders sink lower
on pinstriped soldier
just think of the amount
you've inspired this town
turn that frown upside down
and be proud!
whether you're a star
who hits the ball out of the park
you'll always be a part
of our hearts
as his son hits a grand slam
into the stands
to crown them regional champs
and in an instant no sound
is drowned by crowds freaking out
in the stands feet pound
and he's on a cloud
his little league dream
comes to a screech
for all but the other team
it's all over
grow another year older
the shoulders sink lower
on pinstriped soldier
just think of the amount
you've inspired this town
turn that frown upside down
and be proud!
whether you're a star
who hits the ball out of the park
you'll always be a part
of our hearts
August 3
this hyphy year
is halfway through
and this right here
is my rhyme review
Jake and I begged the truth
of what do I mean to you
we monched a few shrooms
and viewed pandas on kung fu
my folks in Boston
me in Spocompton
Missoula and Austin
with an accomplice
haven't talked to that ****
for around two months
meanwhile this little crush
has become a little more
and what's in store
that hasn't happened before
will I open another door
revealing a dude w/no drawers
or get bit by a viscious dog
and contract chicken pox
it'll be delicious
or my name ain't Siditious
is halfway through
and this right here
is my rhyme review
Jake and I begged the truth
of what do I mean to you
we monched a few shrooms
and viewed pandas on kung fu
my folks in Boston
me in Spocompton
Missoula and Austin
with an accomplice
haven't talked to that ****
for around two months
meanwhile this little crush
has become a little more
and what's in store
that hasn't happened before
will I open another door
revealing a dude w/no drawers
or get bit by a viscious dog
and contract chicken pox
it'll be delicious
or my name ain't Siditious
Saturday, August 2, 2008
August 2
I feel overjoyed
like a silly schoolboy
with a new toy
of my choice
when I hear her voice
I melt
her grace and poise
I can't avoid
she sure is swell
and that's heartfelt
I dunno how I dealt
with anyone else
she's an extra sweet
strawberry Jillibean
I dream in peace
knowing she's with me
she's my inspiration
my salvation
she's the culmination
of all life's greatness
I'm quite complacent
holding her hand
her every statement
is my command
like a silly schoolboy
with a new toy
of my choice
when I hear her voice
I melt
her grace and poise
I can't avoid
she sure is swell
and that's heartfelt
I dunno how I dealt
with anyone else
she's an extra sweet
strawberry Jillibean
I dream in peace
knowing she's with me
she's my inspiration
my salvation
she's the culmination
of all life's greatness
I'm quite complacent
holding her hand
her every statement
is my command
August 1
Hobo Joe
has no home
has no dough
or socks on his toes
Hobo Joe
has no control
where the wind blows
you know
with eager eyes
he begs for a slice
of pizza pie
but gets denied
since his demands
are being panned
he craps his pants
and naps in the grass
Hobo Joe
you gotta go
and if you don't
we'll call the Po's
mad as a bat
he packs his crap
into a sack
and he doesn't look back
has no home
has no dough
or socks on his toes
Hobo Joe
has no control
where the wind blows
you know
with eager eyes
he begs for a slice
of pizza pie
but gets denied
since his demands
are being panned
he craps his pants
and naps in the grass
Hobo Joe
you gotta go
and if you don't
we'll call the Po's
mad as a bat
he packs his crap
into a sack
and he doesn't look back
July 31
Somedays when you awake
don't you get the urge to take
a shank to the trache
and then the vertebrae
let spray cells and brains
into an open space
just to entertain
oneself on the subway train
or on a plane
to another state
wouldn't it be great
to stab with a steak
knife or slice some guy
in his thigh and side
and through his eye
pull out his insides
try to tame your rage
but if it escapes the cage
join the ranks of crazed
Canadian dudes
who decapitate dudes
cut their heads loose
taunt cops and the news
dude. it could happen to you
P.S. (This was solely based on the random Canadian bus rider murder, if you haven't heard about it you should definitely check it out, it's F***ed up
don't you get the urge to take
a shank to the trache
and then the vertebrae
let spray cells and brains
into an open space
just to entertain
oneself on the subway train
or on a plane
to another state
wouldn't it be great
to stab with a steak
knife or slice some guy
in his thigh and side
and through his eye
pull out his insides
try to tame your rage
but if it escapes the cage
join the ranks of crazed
Canadian dudes
who decapitate dudes
cut their heads loose
taunt cops and the news
dude. it could happen to you
P.S. (This was solely based on the random Canadian bus rider murder, if you haven't heard about it you should definitely check it out, it's F***ed up
July 30
Baby we should break up
I'll wait up
to make up
cuz I love
when our lips touch
such a rush
to make love
to ya
I get scared
without you there
unaware
if she cares
for this pair
she's so fair
I feel bare
without you there
and when our fights
last overnight
I lie
to save my pride
say "It's alright"
but realize
how much I like
her in my life
I'll wait up
to make up
cuz I love
when our lips touch
such a rush
to make love
to ya
I get scared
without you there
unaware
if she cares
for this pair
she's so fair
I feel bare
without you there
and when our fights
last overnight
I lie
to save my pride
say "It's alright"
but realize
how much I like
her in my life
July 29
Surprised by her answer
"Fine" was the final word
now let's work backwards
to find the price in hurt
rewind the film
to find them standing still
paused they feel
like condensation on the windowseal
once high as a cloud
by the taste of her mouth
he values the drought
before the rain comes down
"You're being ridiculous"
"You're being a dick" she says
"I can't stick with this
if you can't bend a bit"
She's broken like glass
shattered as she asks
to call this act a wrap
and go back to single man
surprised by the answer
"Fine" was the final word
and shortly there after
he realized how much she mattered
"Fine" was the final word
now let's work backwards
to find the price in hurt
rewind the film
to find them standing still
paused they feel
like condensation on the windowseal
once high as a cloud
by the taste of her mouth
he values the drought
before the rain comes down
"You're being ridiculous"
"You're being a dick" she says
"I can't stick with this
if you can't bend a bit"
She's broken like glass
shattered as she asks
to call this act a wrap
and go back to single man
surprised by the answer
"Fine" was the final word
and shortly there after
he realized how much she mattered
July 28
Our entire timeline
lay petrified alive
before my eyes
as a fossilized society
a wide variety
explaining in bones
evolution in entirety
back to the age of stones
and as we get less ancient
to the historical basis
of our countries natives
I gaze in amazement
getting more contemplative
by the display adjacent
filled with once famous
movie costume changes
Illuminated aquarium
and a planetarium
it's historical hysteria
in the Bozeman area
there's a memorable element
with Jilly and her relatives
and all that is definite
all else is irrelevant
lay petrified alive
before my eyes
as a fossilized society
a wide variety
explaining in bones
evolution in entirety
back to the age of stones
and as we get less ancient
to the historical basis
of our countries natives
I gaze in amazement
getting more contemplative
by the display adjacent
filled with once famous
movie costume changes
Illuminated aquarium
and a planetarium
it's historical hysteria
in the Bozeman area
there's a memorable element
with Jilly and her relatives
and all that is definite
all else is irrelevant
July 27
It's 9:02
and I've come to conclude
from this third story view
overlooking McDonalds roof
I am the world
as it will be remembered
and she is the sun
acting as my center
I see my family in the stars
glowing like embers
in a warm fireplace
in late late December
and from the third floor
I can hear the Lord
saying "We're down in score
but we're winning this war
be a servant of sorts
and open more doors
for the elderly of course
just find random chores"
an immaculate chorus
louder than a Tyrannosaurus
stronger than Chuck Norris
will reward you for your torments
P.S. (today I arrived in Bozeman with Jilly)
and I've come to conclude
from this third story view
overlooking McDonalds roof
I am the world
as it will be remembered
and she is the sun
acting as my center
I see my family in the stars
glowing like embers
in a warm fireplace
in late late December
and from the third floor
I can hear the Lord
saying "We're down in score
but we're winning this war
be a servant of sorts
and open more doors
for the elderly of course
just find random chores"
an immaculate chorus
louder than a Tyrannosaurus
stronger than Chuck Norris
will reward you for your torments
P.S. (today I arrived in Bozeman with Jilly)
Sunday, July 27, 2008
July 26
Looking back
in a collective lens
last week was like a gift
from my rear end
like a hasty, saggy,
nasty set of used depends
it sucked and sucked
to no extent
I won't pretend
rather suck a lemon
then attend again
the Caesars kitchen
in a collective lens
last week was like a gift
from my rear end
like a hasty, saggy,
nasty set of used depends
it sucked and sucked
to no extent
I won't pretend
rather suck a lemon
then attend again
the Caesars kitchen
July 25
the shimmering peaks
of the glittered stream
reflect like pieces
to a sea of dreams
the waves softly speak
secrets of the deep
too quietly for Eric and me
who are enjoying the peace
buoyant and afloat
atop black rubber boat
guided by natural flow
taking it slow
rowing with our hands
like a kid in the bath
the beach lined with grass
and sand in my shorts
as we walk towards
the car door a large thorn
impales my toe
and I yell like a foghorn
Eric jokes about my pain
I'm amazed I made it!
without having to amputate...
what a day
of the glittered stream
reflect like pieces
to a sea of dreams
the waves softly speak
secrets of the deep
too quietly for Eric and me
who are enjoying the peace
buoyant and afloat
atop black rubber boat
guided by natural flow
taking it slow
rowing with our hands
like a kid in the bath
the beach lined with grass
and sand in my shorts
as we walk towards
the car door a large thorn
impales my toe
and I yell like a foghorn
Eric jokes about my pain
I'm amazed I made it!
without having to amputate...
what a day
July 24
I'm looking forward
to having something to look forward to
waiting for something
hoping something is coming
in the dumping rain
I scratch my brain
as I'm waiting
just to wait
waiting for money
waiting for love
waiting for fate
to change my fate
stain the papers
with permanent eraser
fruits of my labor
permanently erasered
waiting for peace
waiting for spring
waiting to think
of a valuable dream
til then Ill eat this bowl
of Honey Bunches of Oats
I'll eat it nice and slow
Thank you Post
to having something to look forward to
waiting for something
hoping something is coming
in the dumping rain
I scratch my brain
as I'm waiting
just to wait
waiting for money
waiting for love
waiting for fate
to change my fate
stain the papers
with permanent eraser
fruits of my labor
permanently erasered
waiting for peace
waiting for spring
waiting to think
of a valuable dream
til then Ill eat this bowl
of Honey Bunches of Oats
I'll eat it nice and slow
Thank you Post
July 23
Look over and review
her detailed interview
the girl is cute
and her app is approved
so I ask her how soon
she could be of use
and she responds "as soon
as I can be of use"
so I schedule her that night
to work five to nine
she seems excited
to have a nine to five
so we train her and explain
what it takes to make
a great pizza plate
and fill up her brain
and the moment I look away
everything gets insane
Aarons screaming at Jake...
the new girl lays and shakes
the medics arrive
and the girl survives
I ask if she's alright...
what a night
her detailed interview
the girl is cute
and her app is approved
so I ask her how soon
she could be of use
and she responds "as soon
as I can be of use"
so I schedule her that night
to work five to nine
she seems excited
to have a nine to five
so we train her and explain
what it takes to make
a great pizza plate
and fill up her brain
and the moment I look away
everything gets insane
Aarons screaming at Jake...
the new girl lays and shakes
the medics arrive
and the girl survives
I ask if she's alright...
what a night
July 23
Don't play
this kid is crazed
if you wanna make
your next birthdate
best stay at bay
don't instigate
or I'll turn your face
into a picasso portrait
I'll curb stomp ya
call tha doctor
I'll put hurt in ya
like a boxer
that's my final offer
are you men or mice
put your lives on the line
to die for the fight
I bust on the scene
with a quick fisted punch to the spleen
that reaches your guts
cuts deep bloods starting to stream
I completely knock out your teeth
you can't breath even to scream
sharing similar abilities to Jet Li
I got a piece of meat I got beef
P.S. I was not really pissed off today, well maybe a little. Mostly this was just the result of a freestyle I came up with for a song with my friend Cubie-D.
this kid is crazed
if you wanna make
your next birthdate
best stay at bay
don't instigate
or I'll turn your face
into a picasso portrait
I'll curb stomp ya
call tha doctor
I'll put hurt in ya
like a boxer
that's my final offer
are you men or mice
put your lives on the line
to die for the fight
I bust on the scene
with a quick fisted punch to the spleen
that reaches your guts
cuts deep bloods starting to stream
I completely knock out your teeth
you can't breath even to scream
sharing similar abilities to Jet Li
I got a piece of meat I got beef
P.S. I was not really pissed off today, well maybe a little. Mostly this was just the result of a freestyle I came up with for a song with my friend Cubie-D.
July 22
I'm trying to recall
who repainted these walls
all white these halls
like a blank waterfall
my post cereal has no
Honey Bunches or Oats
no delicious honey roast
afloat in my bowl
but I'll eat this whole
bowl of Post
Honey Bunches of Oats
though its taste is unknown
my neurotransmissions
are out of commission
and as hard as I listen
I can't even hear crickets
who am I
rather who am I to you
you can read and read
and know nothing of this dude
I feel drugged
I feel subdued
Like a snail or slug
under salt...doomed
who repainted these walls
all white these halls
like a blank waterfall
my post cereal has no
Honey Bunches or Oats
no delicious honey roast
afloat in my bowl
but I'll eat this whole
bowl of Post
Honey Bunches of Oats
though its taste is unknown
my neurotransmissions
are out of commission
and as hard as I listen
I can't even hear crickets
who am I
rather who am I to you
you can read and read
and know nothing of this dude
I feel drugged
I feel subdued
Like a snail or slug
under salt...doomed
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
July 21
I wake up naseus
like a fallen boxer
I'm very cautious
to drink lots of water
step in the shower
for 'bout an hour
bless it's cleansing power
it made me feel less sour
then off to sunday school
we sung as a group
and praised the truth
then had a barbeque
with paintball too
but what I didn't do
was deposit payment into
the offering or loot
and I shoulda knew
it's haunt me soon
someone would
probly want me dead soon
but I'll just eat this bowl
of Huney Bunches of Oats
Eat it nice and Slow
Thank You Post!
like a fallen boxer
I'm very cautious
to drink lots of water
step in the shower
for 'bout an hour
bless it's cleansing power
it made me feel less sour
then off to sunday school
we sung as a group
and praised the truth
then had a barbeque
with paintball too
but what I didn't do
was deposit payment into
the offering or loot
and I shoulda knew
it's haunt me soon
someone would
probly want me dead soon
but I'll just eat this bowl
of Huney Bunches of Oats
Eat it nice and Slow
Thank You Post!
July 20
I don't sleep cuz fear
the DEA is near
I know there's nothing to fear
in my bed here
I hear that they're monsters
blood dripping from chompers
straight from a KISS concert
...monsters!...
I shake and I sweat
pray to avoid threat
they'd bring insta-death
no doubt in my head
I hear a sound
resounding on steps
like the sound
of alien foot steps
and what is next
he opens the door
I follow the steps
through the floorboards
this must be the end
'fore I'm in the morgue
guess I shoulda tipped more
at church for support
the DEA is near
I know there's nothing to fear
in my bed here
I hear that they're monsters
blood dripping from chompers
straight from a KISS concert
...monsters!...
I shake and I sweat
pray to avoid threat
they'd bring insta-death
no doubt in my head
I hear a sound
resounding on steps
like the sound
of alien foot steps
and what is next
he opens the door
I follow the steps
through the floorboards
this must be the end
'fore I'm in the morgue
guess I shoulda tipped more
at church for support
July 19
Ill eat this bowl
of Honey Bunches of Oats
Eat it nice and slow
thank you Post
red plastic cups
some three bucks
party popper guns
another five bucks
dripping candle wax
for wishes that'll never happen
however there's ample to handle
in a sea of empty bags
its the reminder
another years past
another tick on the timer
before my soul is damned
wrinkled old balloons
letting helium into the room
near downed spittoon
full of fruit punch juice
and I'm off lookin' fresh to def
with some sexy new threads
when I pop a one-two step
I break girls necks
P.S. Jokes
of Honey Bunches of Oats
Eat it nice and slow
thank you Post
red plastic cups
some three bucks
party popper guns
another five bucks
dripping candle wax
for wishes that'll never happen
however there's ample to handle
in a sea of empty bags
its the reminder
another years past
another tick on the timer
before my soul is damned
wrinkled old balloons
letting helium into the room
near downed spittoon
full of fruit punch juice
and I'm off lookin' fresh to def
with some sexy new threads
when I pop a one-two step
I break girls necks
P.S. Jokes
July 18
I'm staring at the midnight
moonlight, the stars remind
me of the clustered line
to see the Dark Knight
a sold out box office
and the ticket bosses
extend their hands so I
may deposit my ticket on it
I pull out my wallet
and my heart skips a beat
I've got my pass to the screen
but where is Jillibeans?
I couldn't have lost it
I pull out all pockets
just before my temper blew
like a rockit I got it
I bought it
Dude didn't want it
his loss my profit
It was an excellent venture
one that rattled my dentures
I bless Heath Ledgers picture
see this film or youre a sinner
moonlight, the stars remind
me of the clustered line
to see the Dark Knight
a sold out box office
and the ticket bosses
extend their hands so I
may deposit my ticket on it
I pull out my wallet
and my heart skips a beat
I've got my pass to the screen
but where is Jillibeans?
I couldn't have lost it
I pull out all pockets
just before my temper blew
like a rockit I got it
I bought it
Dude didn't want it
his loss my profit
It was an excellent venture
one that rattled my dentures
I bless Heath Ledgers picture
see this film or youre a sinner
July 17
Well
I
Had
Something
For
This
Day
But
Then
Down
Came
A
Big
Tarantula
Dragon
Warrior
Lady
STOLE
It
From
Me
So
Shoot me
P.S. this day technically didn't exist. History will forever remember this day as the day that absolutely nothing happened.
I
Had
Something
For
This
Day
But
Then
Down
Came
A
Big
Tarantula
Dragon
Warrior
Lady
STOLE
It
From
Me
So
Shoot me
P.S. this day technically didn't exist. History will forever remember this day as the day that absolutely nothing happened.
July 16
Who am I
or rather who am I to you
you can read and read
and know nothing of this dude
still not know the foods
I eat in every mood
like when I'm feeling blue
I eat Honey Bunches of Oats
Clip the ingrown toes
even superman hates those
then I change my clothes
and go for a stroll I suppose
and none of you can say
a jay o' dre a day
the way that I may
if ya hang with my slang
Ill just eat this bowl
of Honey Bunches of Oats
I'll eat it nice and slow
Thank you Post
or rather who am I to you
you can read and read
and know nothing of this dude
still not know the foods
I eat in every mood
like when I'm feeling blue
I eat Honey Bunches of Oats
Clip the ingrown toes
even superman hates those
then I change my clothes
and go for a stroll I suppose
and none of you can say
a jay o' dre a day
the way that I may
if ya hang with my slang
Ill just eat this bowl
of Honey Bunches of Oats
I'll eat it nice and slow
Thank you Post
Sunday, July 20, 2008
July 14
Just try being He
a white boy on the streets
just try seeing He
invisible. A freak
as He sleeps at your feet
He dreams of being complete
more than obsolete
what does 'I' mean?
He goes to the place
where he was once raised
he things change
like the look on their face
the smell of chicken
hot dogs and burgers
a delicious smoked briskett
the essence is finger-lickin'
Grandma and Pa
and Reade and Var
sharing scary stories
long after dark
how things change
like the look on their face
filled with hate and rage
this is no place for He to stay
a white boy on the streets
just try seeing He
invisible. A freak
as He sleeps at your feet
He dreams of being complete
more than obsolete
what does 'I' mean?
He goes to the place
where he was once raised
he things change
like the look on their face
the smell of chicken
hot dogs and burgers
a delicious smoked briskett
the essence is finger-lickin'
Grandma and Pa
and Reade and Var
sharing scary stories
long after dark
how things change
like the look on their face
filled with hate and rage
this is no place for He to stay
July 13
Conviction and
redemption
with the pastors
each and every sentence
on a mission
to make a difference
against addiction
and sin and contempt
taking communion
the body and blood
broken for love
so we're not judged
the hymns and jingles
give me tingles
my face crinkles
then I buy another single
I put my faith in you father
you have my solemn word
I can't refuse your offer
once I return to dirt
Conviction and
redemption
with the pastors
each and every sentence
redemption
with the pastors
each and every sentence
on a mission
to make a difference
against addiction
and sin and contempt
taking communion
the body and blood
broken for love
so we're not judged
the hymns and jingles
give me tingles
my face crinkles
then I buy another single
I put my faith in you father
you have my solemn word
I can't refuse your offer
once I return to dirt
Conviction and
redemption
with the pastors
each and every sentence
July 12
still on a search
to find the cure
not knowing what the word
'I' refers to
though I used to
it had purpose too
walking through
the morning dew
in close pursuit
of a man in suit
the letters embroidered
to say 'U'
he notices my chase
and looks amused
but as soon as the truth
is unveiled I lose
the sight, the proof
standing confused
by telephone booth
Maybe if I recite
the alphabet twice
I can find
where is I
to find the cure
not knowing what the word
'I' refers to
though I used to
it had purpose too
walking through
the morning dew
in close pursuit
of a man in suit
the letters embroidered
to say 'U'
he notices my chase
and looks amused
but as soon as the truth
is unveiled I lose
the sight, the proof
standing confused
by telephone booth
Maybe if I recite
the alphabet twice
I can find
where is I
July 11
I'm convicted to find
an element of eloquence
just listen
envision
a million
feelings
per minute
I try to speak
but then choke
like there's needles
in my throat
try to breath
there's no hope
what I needs
a key to cope
liquid codene
and green
to come between
agonizing screams
maybe by
complex surgery
inverting my eyes
I can find where is I
an element of eloquence
just listen
envision
a million
feelings
per minute
I try to speak
but then choke
like there's needles
in my throat
try to breath
there's no hope
what I needs
a key to cope
liquid codene
and green
to come between
agonizing screams
maybe by
complex surgery
inverting my eyes
I can find where is I
Friday, July 11, 2008
July 10
So if you didn't know
I've been without a home
for a week or so
just an everyday hobo
and what it's shown
via couch is
who's enough of a pal
to put food in my mouth
more than just actors
in lifes chapters
their hearts are molded after
what really matters
a humbled being
I quit grumbling
to have friends like these
is quite comforting
just a few more days
and I'll be in my place
no longer disgraced
by the derelicte name
my room is in my car
freedom my art
to anyone who cares
you're forever in my heart
I've been without a home
for a week or so
just an everyday hobo
and what it's shown
via couch is
who's enough of a pal
to put food in my mouth
more than just actors
in lifes chapters
their hearts are molded after
what really matters
a humbled being
I quit grumbling
to have friends like these
is quite comforting
just a few more days
and I'll be in my place
no longer disgraced
by the derelicte name
my room is in my car
freedom my art
to anyone who cares
you're forever in my heart
July 9
smoke bounds down
the mountain
like brown fountain
drowning the trees
like the wails and screams
of the fire rescue team
rising higher and higher
like a plateau of dreams
behind a smokescreen
the reality deeply
more disturbing
the dragons tail curving
our cities monument
burning, once prominent
now subdominant
to the flames omnipotence
like a time lapse
a few moments pass
and smoldering ash
replaces the grass
evacuate
the towns ablaze
it's just another
Missoula summer day
the mountain
like brown fountain
drowning the trees
like the wails and screams
of the fire rescue team
rising higher and higher
like a plateau of dreams
behind a smokescreen
the reality deeply
more disturbing
the dragons tail curving
our cities monument
burning, once prominent
now subdominant
to the flames omnipotence
like a time lapse
a few moments pass
and smoldering ash
replaces the grass
evacuate
the towns ablaze
it's just another
Missoula summer day
July 8
with my new SM-57
and USB connection
Toneport UX2
I'm in recording heaven
you would be too
if you thought music was cool
what's next to do
get some orange juice
the fresh squeezed persuasion
from a super hot waitress
who's neither phased
nor amazed by what I'm saying
so I call Jillibean
to chat at her
she talks of camping
and getting plastered
not to poop on the party
but I missed the potty
I say "Hey little hotty
not tonight probly"
sorry to be a jerk
I'm just into her
and she concurred
and that's my blurb
and USB connection
Toneport UX2
I'm in recording heaven
you would be too
if you thought music was cool
what's next to do
get some orange juice
the fresh squeezed persuasion
from a super hot waitress
who's neither phased
nor amazed by what I'm saying
so I call Jillibean
to chat at her
she talks of camping
and getting plastered
not to poop on the party
but I missed the potty
I say "Hey little hotty
not tonight probly"
sorry to be a jerk
I'm just into her
and she concurred
and that's my blurb
July 7
A moments all it takes
don't look away
I see the stop sign fly by
as she's slamming the brakes
the dashboard shakes
seatbelts brace
washer fluid sprays
ears vibrate. We're okay
the bumper is broken
the world in slow motion
no intent or motive
this is hopeless...
already neck deep in drama
now add neck trauma
and to add to the problem
there's no ID in my pocket
across the concrete
a collage of debris
in the hundred degrees
of Missoula heat
heightened senses
scratches and dents
in the ambivalence
of the accident
don't look away
I see the stop sign fly by
as she's slamming the brakes
the dashboard shakes
seatbelts brace
washer fluid sprays
ears vibrate. We're okay
the bumper is broken
the world in slow motion
no intent or motive
this is hopeless...
already neck deep in drama
now add neck trauma
and to add to the problem
there's no ID in my pocket
across the concrete
a collage of debris
in the hundred degrees
of Missoula heat
heightened senses
scratches and dents
in the ambivalence
of the accident
July 6
the satin fur
complete with burrs
a deep rumbling pur
a bit obscure
how it's so loud
I remember it now
weighing less than an ounce
the way he'd crouch
ready to pounce
like his kitty chow
was a living mouse
maybe catnapped
perhaps potatoe-sacked
the matter of fact
he ran and didn't come back
he might have had enough
the black ball of fluff
go with my love
I'll live on, no matter how tough
complete with burrs
a deep rumbling pur
a bit obscure
how it's so loud
I remember it now
weighing less than an ounce
the way he'd crouch
ready to pounce
like his kitty chow
was a living mouse
maybe catnapped
perhaps potatoe-sacked
the matter of fact
he ran and didn't come back
he might have had enough
the black ball of fluff
go with my love
I'll live on, no matter how tough
July 5
the new advent
my new intent
to comprehend
the consequence
new parliament
new armament
my opinion of it
is positive
I stay optimist
on my new adventure
standing prominent
a dominant figure
at Georgetown river
peacefully I consider
what to eat for dinner
when I get a sliver
from the dock
it's nearing five o'clock
hoping the wind stops
before I go into freezing shock
back to Jilly's ride
complete with racing stripe
hop inside and drive
to the diamond mines
where we just hit up the nearest
cheeriest store
order some grub
and talk about love
my new intent
to comprehend
the consequence
new parliament
new armament
my opinion of it
is positive
I stay optimist
on my new adventure
standing prominent
a dominant figure
at Georgetown river
peacefully I consider
what to eat for dinner
when I get a sliver
from the dock
it's nearing five o'clock
hoping the wind stops
before I go into freezing shock
back to Jilly's ride
complete with racing stripe
hop inside and drive
to the diamond mines
where we just hit up the nearest
cheeriest store
order some grub
and talk about love
Saturday, July 5, 2008
July 4
This fine day in America
our forefather Mr. Jefferstud
signed some legal stuff
for justice and freedom and stuff
so for his sake
and in independences name
take thine fuego flame
and set ablaze color grenades
watch amazed by bright
lights tainting the night
painting in flight
like exploding kites
right beside a cutie pie
eyes filled by delight
electrified skies
inspiring the mind
past midnight we marveled
our attention borrowed
I'm startled as a nearby
roman candle sparkles
off into the distance
this array of prism pistons
and oh ya did I mention
happy hyphydependence
our forefather Mr. Jefferstud
signed some legal stuff
for justice and freedom and stuff
so for his sake
and in independences name
take thine fuego flame
and set ablaze color grenades
watch amazed by bright
lights tainting the night
painting in flight
like exploding kites
right beside a cutie pie
eyes filled by delight
electrified skies
inspiring the mind
past midnight we marveled
our attention borrowed
I'm startled as a nearby
roman candle sparkles
off into the distance
this array of prism pistons
and oh ya did I mention
happy hyphydependence
June 3
I was mistaken
cuz I was impatiently
waitin' for a safe haven
a vacation place to stay in
the way before my face
lying to make the mood complacent
praying it's never too late
to take back my last statement
I really can't take it
there's no compensation
for absolutely amazing
you're driving me crazy
baby maybe I'm in too deep
which would explain the loss
of sleep the way I breath
before I speak, girl please
lets carve our initials
our eyes shimmering like crystals
I'll kiss you like I've missed you
which is when cupid hit you
I've got nothing but reverence
for your feminine presence
I want to shower you with kesses
from the steps of heaven
cuz I was impatiently
waitin' for a safe haven
a vacation place to stay in
the way before my face
lying to make the mood complacent
praying it's never too late
to take back my last statement
I really can't take it
there's no compensation
for absolutely amazing
you're driving me crazy
baby maybe I'm in too deep
which would explain the loss
of sleep the way I breath
before I speak, girl please
lets carve our initials
our eyes shimmering like crystals
I'll kiss you like I've missed you
which is when cupid hit you
I've got nothing but reverence
for your feminine presence
I want to shower you with kesses
from the steps of heaven
June 2
He's writing his unhappy ending
but the dictions not fitting
he's clenching his fists
then tearing and ripping
I'm wrinkled than crumpled
when fumbled I tumble
into a garbage bundle
where I slumber a little
next to an empty bag of Skittles
a dribble of Pabst
soaking the lining of the bag
the stench drifting through the pad
the pile flowing like a geyser
which repulses said writer
pulling drawstring tighter
he throws the pile in the dump
of the slums he calls home
all alone self-proclaimed punk
the junk an allusion
to the illusion consuming
his person
delusion and confusion
disconcerting he's hurting
for purpose
but the dictions not fitting
he's clenching his fists
then tearing and ripping
I'm wrinkled than crumpled
when fumbled I tumble
into a garbage bundle
where I slumber a little
next to an empty bag of Skittles
a dribble of Pabst
soaking the lining of the bag
the stench drifting through the pad
the pile flowing like a geyser
which repulses said writer
pulling drawstring tighter
he throws the pile in the dump
of the slums he calls home
all alone self-proclaimed punk
the junk an allusion
to the illusion consuming
his person
delusion and confusion
disconcerting he's hurting
for purpose
July 1
the matter of topic
who'd Mary run off with?
they say she's in Stockton
with Sid Bostwick
which is surprising to hear
'cause Sid's right here
welling up in tears
telling Jilly not to fear
things will be better
it doesn't mean forever
things change like the weather
wear my sweater
I hate to add
more sad to the bad
I'm acting like an ass
you don't deserve this lass
lock your doors
then lock them more
creatures from the morgue
come to rob the poor
though the sun beats hard
the city is dark
walking aimlessly through parks
counting the stars
who'd Mary run off with?
they say she's in Stockton
with Sid Bostwick
which is surprising to hear
'cause Sid's right here
welling up in tears
telling Jilly not to fear
things will be better
it doesn't mean forever
things change like the weather
wear my sweater
I hate to add
more sad to the bad
I'm acting like an ass
you don't deserve this lass
lock your doors
then lock them more
creatures from the morgue
come to rob the poor
though the sun beats hard
the city is dark
walking aimlessly through parks
counting the stars
June 30
Today you probably woke
up feeling intoxicated
somewhat outdated
like your name's Mr. Gayness
I'm feeling upgraded
Siditious version six
the chicks dig it since
there's no 3 1/2 inch
I'm a full 64 bits
of delicious goodness
with my central processing unit
I'm far from stupid
Immaculate in concept
perfectly complex
putting the high in hi-tech
yep yep
you wish you could buy these
jealousy's even eating me
over me being freaking sweet
like 95 versus XP
I go home and crash
hit standby and collapse
screensaver dreams
relax and adapt
up feeling intoxicated
somewhat outdated
like your name's Mr. Gayness
I'm feeling upgraded
Siditious version six
the chicks dig it since
there's no 3 1/2 inch
I'm a full 64 bits
of delicious goodness
with my central processing unit
I'm far from stupid
Immaculate in concept
perfectly complex
putting the high in hi-tech
yep yep
you wish you could buy these
jealousy's even eating me
over me being freaking sweet
like 95 versus XP
I go home and crash
hit standby and collapse
screensaver dreams
relax and adapt
June 29
the lights flicker
steadily getting dimmer
over candle light dinner
on this day of sinners
where were you
the day the lights choosed
with no excuse
its no use, there's no news
everyone confused
is this terrorist abuse?
with no clue who
took all the juice
just kick off your shoes
with nowhere to go
let your hair down too
and take it slow
lets use this excuse
to play some dare or truth
satisfy our sweet tooth
where will you be
the day no one can see
the day of empty streets
my guess is in the sheets
steadily getting dimmer
over candle light dinner
on this day of sinners
where were you
the day the lights choosed
with no excuse
its no use, there's no news
everyone confused
is this terrorist abuse?
with no clue who
took all the juice
just kick off your shoes
with nowhere to go
let your hair down too
and take it slow
lets use this excuse
to play some dare or truth
satisfy our sweet tooth
where will you be
the day no one can see
the day of empty streets
my guess is in the sheets
Saturday, June 28, 2008
June 28
I'm moving out
hear the walls talk about
what alls gone down
and how I'll miss this house
and the phantoms of the past
tip the hourglass
I remember past laughs had
and even the bad
I roll up the sleeping bag
and pack the last
of my crap into the back...
draw my name in the sand
I can still smell the fresh paint
and th new fireplace
the stench a disgrace
the first couple days
I stand in the doorway
let the doorframe portray
hallucinations of yesterday
before it all fades to gray
and I'm moving on
though my presence is gone
the memories are strong
where I once belonged
hear the walls talk about
what alls gone down
and how I'll miss this house
and the phantoms of the past
tip the hourglass
I remember past laughs had
and even the bad
I roll up the sleeping bag
and pack the last
of my crap into the back...
draw my name in the sand
I can still smell the fresh paint
and th new fireplace
the stench a disgrace
the first couple days
I stand in the doorway
let the doorframe portray
hallucinations of yesterday
before it all fades to gray
and I'm moving on
though my presence is gone
the memories are strong
where I once belonged
June 27
Lines and lines
of pines and furs
through the winds and curves
of roadside work
I drive and drive
down I-90
steadily climbing
with Chris and Jilly beside me
the sun blazing
turning us tan from pasty
and whoopsy daisy
no working AC
(incomplete)
of pines and furs
through the winds and curves
of roadside work
I drive and drive
down I-90
steadily climbing
with Chris and Jilly beside me
the sun blazing
turning us tan from pasty
and whoopsy daisy
no working AC
(incomplete)
June 26
the disc takes off
like an unidentified object
spray some off
the mosquitoes are flossin'
my blood their Listerene
no thanks to West Nile and gangrene
I choose to spread bug cream
as well as sunscreen
it's a great day for folf
the game of frisbee golf
give Brandon and Justin a call
to come join us all
you know what I think
we all just need to breath
take a week and break free
from the drama and grief
just breath in fresh air
forget all your cares
sit on my porch in these chairs
and grow some chin hairs
stop and stare
my feet are moving
but I go nowhere
like an unidentified object
spray some off
the mosquitoes are flossin'
my blood their Listerene
no thanks to West Nile and gangrene
I choose to spread bug cream
as well as sunscreen
it's a great day for folf
the game of frisbee golf
give Brandon and Justin a call
to come join us all
you know what I think
we all just need to breath
take a week and break free
from the drama and grief
just breath in fresh air
forget all your cares
sit on my porch in these chairs
and grow some chin hairs
stop and stare
my feet are moving
but I go nowhere
Thursday, June 26, 2008
June 25
the suns beams taste my shoulders
to colder times are long over
we step closer to make an order
in perfect formation like soldiers
I get a Briskett sandwhich
and go sit on the grass with
Natalie, Erika, and Chris
and we chat about random topics
trying to consider
where in Missoula to venture
and I'll go ahead and censor
the majority of the adventure
which was filled with carousel rides
mountainous hikes
sushi and rice
and Super Nintendo fights
and when the day was filled
we sat back and chilled
Chris and I and Jill
the sun slowly setting still
a cool summer breeze
pushes the leaves
brushes our knees
we fall asleep
P.S. line 19 has what is known as an alliteration, where multiple words that start with the same letter are used in succession.
to colder times are long over
we step closer to make an order
in perfect formation like soldiers
I get a Briskett sandwhich
and go sit on the grass with
Natalie, Erika, and Chris
and we chat about random topics
trying to consider
where in Missoula to venture
and I'll go ahead and censor
the majority of the adventure
which was filled with carousel rides
mountainous hikes
sushi and rice
and Super Nintendo fights
and when the day was filled
we sat back and chilled
Chris and I and Jill
the sun slowly setting still
a cool summer breeze
pushes the leaves
brushes our knees
we fall asleep
P.S. line 19 has what is known as an alliteration, where multiple words that start with the same letter are used in succession.
June 24
"Sid, you and your hyphy life
filled with so much pain and strife
are like an addiction to my eyes and mind
through it all I always find
the man behind the rhymes
the one who makes it through hard times
your rhyming is inspiring
your music is true
it's a huge part of you
through everything you've done
you will come out number one
you are a true friend
one I will stay by until the very end
through the thick and the thin"
and as Chris finishes his sentence
I'm feeling over-complimented
we're in Spokane cruising Division
Chris is here for a summer visit
to understand Montana living
in beautiful Missoula city
and old friends unite
to reminisce on the good times
we've got but a short time
so let's have fun alright
P.S. The first fourteen bars are compliments of my best friend Chris.
filled with so much pain and strife
are like an addiction to my eyes and mind
through it all I always find
the man behind the rhymes
the one who makes it through hard times
your rhyming is inspiring
your music is true
it's a huge part of you
through everything you've done
you will come out number one
you are a true friend
one I will stay by until the very end
through the thick and the thin"
and as Chris finishes his sentence
I'm feeling over-complimented
we're in Spokane cruising Division
Chris is here for a summer visit
to understand Montana living
in beautiful Missoula city
and old friends unite
to reminisce on the good times
we've got but a short time
so let's have fun alright
P.S. The first fourteen bars are compliments of my best friend Chris.
June 23
Let me take a sum
of your day to discuss
this amazing crush
you the the judge of
what's not to love
though no victim of lust
she makes me blush
and she's earned my trust
she's gratuitous
in every fashion
I mean I'm collapsin'
every time she's passin'
not to be overdramatic
but by some fantastic magic
I'm completely entranced
just holding her hand
our toes in the sand
She acts like a fan
but she really understands
so glad to be hers
such a beautiful curse
these seem like juvenile words
but I've never learned
a more fitting verse
of your day to discuss
this amazing crush
you the the judge of
what's not to love
though no victim of lust
she makes me blush
and she's earned my trust
she's gratuitous
in every fashion
I mean I'm collapsin'
every time she's passin'
not to be overdramatic
but by some fantastic magic
I'm completely entranced
just holding her hand
our toes in the sand
She acts like a fan
but she really understands
so glad to be hers
such a beautiful curse
these seem like juvenile words
but I've never learned
a more fitting verse
June 22
To my dissapointment
the realtors late
for a four o'clock appointment
all I can say is "great"
Fifteen minutes lapse
so I call and ask
"Where you at?"
and what they say makes me laugh
"Come down by the office
to pick up the key
sorry if it's a problem"
Are you kidding me?
but I go and scope the scene
and I'm very pleased
I do some things
then notice "Where's the key?"
Panic stricken
I mentally envision
everywhere I had visit
they might send me to prison
prepared for death
I retrace my steps
They'll have my head
oh, I left them at Jeff's...
the realtors late
for a four o'clock appointment
all I can say is "great"
Fifteen minutes lapse
so I call and ask
"Where you at?"
and what they say makes me laugh
"Come down by the office
to pick up the key
sorry if it's a problem"
Are you kidding me?
but I go and scope the scene
and I'm very pleased
I do some things
then notice "Where's the key?"
Panic stricken
I mentally envision
everywhere I had visit
they might send me to prison
prepared for death
I retrace my steps
They'll have my head
oh, I left them at Jeff's...
June 21
Ever woke up like
looking superfly
thought "I should hide
until the night"
ever looked in the mirror
and the way you appeared
brought tears to your eye?
Here's my advice
when you walk the mall
and the girlies all
tall or small
want your balls
I'm bringing sexy back
its just a fact
girls are acting whack
to get in my pants
what else can I say
to explain my day
the most likely case
bay bay would like a taste
this day was delicious
the girls screamed Siditious
they wanted to get explicit
and they had my permission
looking superfly
thought "I should hide
until the night"
ever looked in the mirror
and the way you appeared
brought tears to your eye?
Here's my advice
when you walk the mall
and the girlies all
tall or small
want your balls
I'm bringing sexy back
its just a fact
girls are acting whack
to get in my pants
what else can I say
to explain my day
the most likely case
bay bay would like a taste
this day was delicious
the girls screamed Siditious
they wanted to get explicit
and they had my permission
June 20
"Dude not to be rude
but you're shopping for used poon"
Such is the tune
that echoes through the room
Aaron and Jake
bust out a take
we take a smoke break
then mix it up great
"Misses listen,
all I want for Christmas
is a little kitten
just a little kitten"
the subs are kickin'
the hi-hats tickin'
reverse cymbal transition
and that's when I'm spittin'
"Seriously
stress causes cancer
and it'll kill ya off faster
man it just aint the answer"
We got the tracks on lock
and no crackpot
could have other thoughts
it's hot
but you're shopping for used poon"
Such is the tune
that echoes through the room
Aaron and Jake
bust out a take
we take a smoke break
then mix it up great
"Misses listen,
all I want for Christmas
is a little kitten
just a little kitten"
the subs are kickin'
the hi-hats tickin'
reverse cymbal transition
and that's when I'm spittin'
"Seriously
stress causes cancer
and it'll kill ya off faster
man it just aint the answer"
We got the tracks on lock
and no crackpot
could have other thoughts
it's hot
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